My Confession is a public “Humility” campaign
We can’t change what we won’t acknowledge! Our goal with “My Confession” is to come together online, share how we have fallen short of the Glory of God, and help us to focus on our own sins-which you CAN change, and take the focus off of other people’s sins-which you CAN’T change.
That may look like pain you have caused someone else, a judgmental attitude, a secret hatred for another person, failing to give God time during your day, not reading the Bible…this page is yours.
Take a moment to read other people’s confessions and join us in praying for each other. We encourage you to share your confession with the person you have hurt (only you will know if that’s appropriate). Finally, find a fellow Christian to confess to personally and seek their counsel and accountability to help you in your area of weakness.
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When I was younger, I remember my parents taught me the difference between right and wrong. Somewhere along the way, I determined that wrong meant “a bad person”. And from there, I just began to disassociate with people who were bad, and felt comfortable knowing I was NOT a bad person. Because I felt like I wasn’t a bad person, I began to treat others who didn’t know Jesus as lesser than me. My pride got the best of me and I began to talk down to other people who were different religions, or without religion at all. Worst of all, I began to treat them as if my life was better and they were stupid for not choosing Jesus. One of the things that really bothers me, is that I knew a girl at the place I work at, who didn’t go to church, and was pretty weird. She used a lot of bad language, and watched movies that I thought were too violent for me. Sometimes I thought about being nice to her, and inviting her to my church, but I thought that she might say a bad word or and everyone would think that I was a bad person for trying to be friends with her. She moved away, and I always wish I would have befriended her, my behavior was not very Christian like. I know that Jesus came to us while we were all sinners, all bad. He didn’t come to rescue those who were without sin—there isn’t anyone who is without sin. And if he didn’t reach out to my heart, I would still be a sinner too. I’ve learned now, that I don’t have the right to be judgmental of anyone, because I am just as guilty of being bad too. I try now, to make sure and be friendly to people who don’t know Jesus too, because Love is greater than evil. -Kevin Plano, TX
Am a sinner,i wnt to confess
I didn’t realize I could be gay and Christian at the same time. I didn’t choose it and would gladly be magically converted back to straight. My dad beat me to a pulp when I came out at 13. I was just a kid. He beat me so severly that I have nerve damage. and several scars. I missed two weeks of school. I emancipated myself at 17 and couch surfed until I found an unlikely ally: a Baptist youth minister and his wife who took me in and became my “real” parents. We pray a lot and not about the sins of homosexuality but about helping others and forgiving and love. I am crying while I am writing this because you have a beautiful, open heart. And there are probly some other gay kids that are struggling. Your blog has made a difference in my life and if I didn’t have Papa John and Momma Sarah, I would want you to be my dad. I love you, Jonah
My parents were really abusive to me and I have scars to. I’m only saying this because I’m anonymous but I have been sexually abused as well not by my parents but by other peaple. I was put into and institute as a child most of my life and was constantly in solitary confinement in Kennedy Krieger institute. My brother was experimented on by the same program, he dosnt speak and suffers from profound autism but since the experiments he beats himself up and bites himself while screaming sometimes. My dad went to war in Afghanistan me came back different and more violent. I understand your pain. One day my dad tried to stab me with a knife soon after I turned 18 years old, and the phone rang just in time to distract him and I escaped the house and went to the neighbors. The neighbors called the police, but the police helped me, and now I live with my aunt and uncle. I myself have struggled with homesexual thoughts, but I told my aunt and uncle and they said when I have thoes thoughts I need to pray and ask god to help me. Homosexuality is wrong. But I’m not judging you, but please know it’s wrong, and stop entertaining thoes thoughts. I know your pain, but I know there’s hope to. Homosexuality is a sin. Now that you know, what will you do with this knowledge? I will pray for you. 😄
I understand about this i am just fed up with the devils drama u at ing homosexuality as a key to destroy peoples lives. Thank God he intervenes.
Hey everyone. Please pray for me to stop my sex addictness. I already stopped it when I was baptize as a Born again but it still happened again. When we were having a vacation and I haven’t prayed for a month, havent read Bible for a month and I felt weak. So I feel like I was getting back to my old habits and now I want it to stop. That’s all thank you.
According to you breaking the bondage of addictions bye freedom and Truth Ministry at PO Box 326 ,Inerlachen,Florida, 32148 I understand strongholds bitterness greed or emirati Gibsonton brown or areas of jurisdiction neither give place to the devil Ephesians 4:27 saying Bill strongholds on his ground false ideas from which he encourages us to make unwise decisions God allows Tormentor such as fear depression anger loss and xiety or illness cuz I’m from the strongholds and affect other parts of the Soul because you Matthew 1834 at 3:35 steps to regain ground first confess each sin that God brings to your mind first John 1:9 second claim the blood of Christ for cleansing 1st Peter 1 18 through 19 third as God out loud to regain the ground Psalms 23 verse 3/4 tear down strongholds 2nd Corinthians 10:5 transform your mind with truth Romans 12 verse 2 644j offenders Matthew 16 through 15 what is the definition of forgiveness look it up it is written in 2nd Corinthians 10:3 through 5 I understand what you’re going through I was molested as a little girl by men and women still to this day I struggle sometimes when I watch pornography that involves homosexual Behavior and I just do it too sometimes out of anger because I really really want to do it I like the feeling and sometimes I’m attracted to thoughts that are on Unholy mostly it is rooted from anger when the fact that I was introduced to something that I didn’t want to be introduced to and sometimes I find myself just masturbating the body because either my man found somebody new or something cause me to just run the last out at the same sex but this I’m ashamed of good God is the one to break this free and I believe for you and me that guy can stop this and help us with this stronghold it’s rude that is coming from a bitter group you must truly forgive is hard because it was a time when you say you do come up with something to make you hurt again after you said you you forgive them then he do something to just kick you off so I understand how you feel my brother we got to come in agreement and we got to take these steps we can get help from father God cuz he’s the one to break down the strongholds
What I was trying to say is that bitterness Creed and morality give the devil ground areas of jurisdiction don’t give place to the devil Ephesians 4:27 same build strongholds on the ground buy false ideas from when she influences us to not wise choices some examples of strongholds or lies number one God does not love me that is a lie a stronghold the truth is according to John 3:16 God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life number two God made a mistake when he made me is another stronghold lie truth is Psalms 139 verse 14 says I will praise thee for I am fearfully and wonderfully made number three my dad and mom will never change they are so proud lie but the truth is Daniel 4 verse 37 and those that walk in Pride he God is able to a base humble number for I will never be able to break my addictions from drugs alcohol or pornography that’s a lie the truth for with God nothing shall be impossible number another lie is it’s okay for me to have premarital sex because we’re in love but the truth is first Thessalonians 4 verse 3 says for this is the will of God that you should abstain from fornication sexual scenes number 6 it’s okay for me to have an abortion because it will ruin my career because my parents want me to abort the baby that’s a lie or stronghold truth is Exodus 20 West 13th dial shalt not kill and sometimes the kids that many parents order that teens to have an abortion but God’s lies above all obey God number 7 it’s okay for me to kill myself because I am so unhappy that is a lie 1st Corinthians 6 verse 20 says for ye are bought with a price therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit which are gods note happiness comes when we obey God’s come in and changes things
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I confess i struggle with demonic attacks and once in a red moon my sexuality i was molested as a child by a friend that was a girl and introduced to lesbian in kindergarten or elementary school i didnt want to and i wont do norhing in real life with no girl but my thoughts wonder off occassionally cause i been hurt by men from my so called friends to my dad to my cousins to my own son i feel aggitated cause i fell today and thought about lesbian thought for a moment but didnt touch myself or look at porn i hate this my son is in witchcraft and has humped my male friends i am torn cause i gotta forgive but he is funky and filled with satanic games i try to pray for him and help him but he doesnt want help i think.i am just tired off the demons that i deal with when hes around cause he masturbates i had been in remission repententant and doing good till he brougjt those stronghold demons in my house.my heart is broke cause i been raped and neaten by men and hurt once ive goven them my heart of love they just used me and abused me.cause they were gay. Why i attract gay men i dont know but it hurts inside. The devil lies to my mind so much i just get tired . i know God loves me and forgives i just feel so guilty i just wanna stop helping out two faced devil filled people if i caint be protected and delivered from evil like i ask its gone for a little while then it comes back attacking.i know we got to fight even when we fall get back up and try again but i just get so worn out.i trust God to deliver me from evil amd he will.i also have nightmares and daymares a out things i plead the blood of Jesus and every scripture that applies to this .i am asking God to forgive me of my thought life and anger towards back stabbing people.so i can be freed. Gods word is above these demons so why is it so hard sometimes.i know its cause the devil wants to keep us bound and cause us to be in hell where the lake of sulfur and fire where he is going.Lord forbid it that i go to hell and the lake of sulfur and fire. Lord help me.and remove the demons or the one around me who loves living with the demons they have with no guilt.bad association must be stopped before all my good habits gone.praying in Jesus name this witchcraft he use trying to merge us together would stop.enough is enough.i am not gay.I want a male husband and to be sexually attracted to him necause he will respect me and honor me and not cheat on me in thougjt word or action or in his heart.i admit i am sexually frustrated cause i sont fornicate nor masturbate for a long long time so now my body is attacking me again.something is wrong in the spiritual realm i need full deliverance and protection in Jesus holiest name
I am guilty of wishing death on people hurt me and HAVING CSI MIAMI, NEW YORK, AND CRIMINAL MINDS THOUGHTS OF MURDER ON THE ONES HURT ME. I PRAYED Multipule times but evil came at me i got so mad and upset thst my prayers were no
ANGRY CHRISTIAN I am guilty of wishing death on people hurt me and HAVING CSI MIAMI, NEW YORK, AND CRIMINAL MINDS THOUGHTS OF MURDER ON THE ONES HURT ME. I PRAYED Multipule times but evil came at me i got so mad and upset thst my prayers were not seeming to be answered i git upset because i know Jesus name has power. However evil keep talking. This is not how it supposed to be. I hate the mess Satan is cqusing it is infuriating me. I know Gid hears qnd answers prayer. The fact is i gave ground but Jesus gave his blood that covered the ground. I refuse to accept this. I am angry. I know that somebody is allowing a window to open when i close the doors it sucks i need deliverance. I got upset and made a disgusting private display of evil and blood gore. I chose love. But i am a humsn with many issues.This is ridiculous. I am sick snd tired. I pray and pray somebody id in opposition and neef to back the buck up i am sick of demons divas people myself and drama Jesus is pure i need that INEED HIS PURITY I NEED HIS HELP HE SAID HE WOULD AND HE DOES KEEP IT AT BAY EVEN THOUGH THERE IS SOME. I FEEL HURT I DAID THAT EVIL STUFF. IT IS SHAMEFUL IT WAS CRIMINALLY INSANE THE STUFF I EXPRESSED BUTWONT DO…… I HAVE BEEN A BLASPHEMY, BLOOD THIRSTY, HATEFUL HYPOCRITE… I THINK ABOUT EVIL FOR EVIL LOTS OF TIMES. . I wont hurt nobody for real but i had to express it. It feel like they picking on me tooo much… O forgive me God.. I need yall to pray with me all this evil all this perpetrating will be destroyed. I am just frustrated and irritated with people playing games. I am tired of it… It is confusing. I am straight up aggitated. God have mercy on me i pray you pray for Quick mercy.
Amen even Jesus said In “this world you will have troubles but do not fear I have overcome this world Look this world is full of evil but The Lord can heal your heart.Ask Him No matter how difficult it may seem he can break the strong hold.it hurts a man but your faith and honesty has set you free.Ask God to cut the unholy blood tie.and to give you peace.i have been raped by the opposite sex it mskes you feel ashamed and guilty. But once u accept Christ he will change that guilt to glee. Restore you inside… Amen
I am writing here because I feel like the biggest christian hypocrite on the planet. I have an amazing wife and 2 sweet daughters. The family that most would die for. But I cannot control my sexual desire for other women. I have posted pictures of myself numerous times on a casual dating site and advertised that I am willing to hook up. I have spoken with women on this site…never have done anything…yet…and I dont want to!!!! I feel the pull between flesh and spirit when the urge comes upon me. I want to say no and even turn on Christian radio to fight it off but it doesnt work. I eventually turn off the radio and go onto the site to start the cycle again. After I finally use these women to gratify myself…I delete all my pictures and my profile…rinse, repeat the next day.😢 PLEASE PLEASE Pray for my sexual purity and that I will be genuine with and about my relationship with God and my wife! Thank you yoi so much!!
God forgives us Don’t be too hard on yourself and stay active and away from people who are drowning in sin.i understand and been through it.In Jesus name we still have to trust and fight the good fight of faith and when we fall we caint stay down get back up again and fight cause if you give in you lose and burn.
I was doing really well but i had a breakup with my friend Deion it hurt alot i still feel hurt sometimes.i was sitting on my couch and again got attacked by a sexual spirit and fought it off but then ot wouldnt go so i fell and guilt had me masturbate and look at lesbian porn but i dont and am disgusted by the act in real life. I prayed and prayed but these demons keep taunting me .i really am tired of my anger issues if i feel guilty i just do it. These thingd make me so upset. I want freedom. And a serious real loving relationship with a man who loves me and wont hurt me likecall the relationships i been in.i know lesbians or thinking orcwatching porn is wrong i just want these devils to back up off me so i dont feel guilty and fall into sin cause im already guilty.
I work in an office with several gay people. When I first got this position, I was really confused on whether or not I should even talk to people who were gay. I see on TV a lot of so called Christians picketing gay events, and I know that being gay is not condoned by the Bible. But I never understood what that means I should do? Should I try to convert them? Does Jesus expect me to speak about him, in everything I say? So instead, I just chose to ignore them, and have as little to do with anyone who was gay at all. I feared that I would be responsible for condoning their behavior, if I spoke to them, without letting them know that I am a Christian, and I think they are wrong. But I realized after talking with my church pastor, that this is not the right response either. Instead, I should interact with them, the same way I would any other person. After all, we are all sinners, myself included. I can work, cooperate, and even assist or help a person who is gay, the same way I would a person who is not gay that also has a problem with sin. I just need to let what God has done in my own life, reflect that in my actions, my words, and my heart. I’ve recently had a conversation about God and my beliefs with this same person. He was amazed that I wasn’t so hateful to him all these months. He even thanked me for helping him out on a project. -Anonymous Frisco, TX
Today, I realized that I was a hypocritical Christian. I used to think I was a Christian just because I went to church and I served on a ministry that helped in the homeless shelters serving food. I thought this was what a Christian did and that I was good, but I never read the Bible because I thought it was pretty boring. And at the time, I wasn’t really sure that what it said was even true. But a good friend asked me if I would like to attend a Bible study with him, and I was really wrong. I realized that what I was doing and what I was showing were two different things. I’m really glad my friend invited me! -Trevor, St. Paul MN
Hypocrisy is something that I’d never really understood. To me, hypocrites were people who were liars, saying one thing and doing the complete opposite. This definition is true, but I never accepted that I have been hypocritical in my actions as well. After all, who WANTS to admit this? But recently I was convicted of this when I realized that my behaviors did not match up with what I say my beliefs are, when I interacted with my own children. I teach Sunday school, so I knew the Bible versus on why Jesus is our savior, and what He says about anger and being critical. I realized that I was a hypocrite one afternoon when I yelled at my son to clean up a mess he had made. I had a bad day at work and was already fuming when I got home because a man had cut me off in traffic, so I admit that I was much more abusive with my words than I should have been. After he ran to his room crying, I heard a television program with a preacher say the words from Proverbs 14:29- People with understanding control their anger; a hot temper shows great foolishness. I sank to the floor and prayed for forgiveness right then. Then I went upstairs to apologize to my son and even shared the verse with him. I realize now, that hypocritical behavior can always affect us, and we need to thank Jesus every day for His mercy and grace. -Tamara
I am akso a hypocrite sometimes iveven gkt angry with Gid our loving Father in a moment of anger and frustration Nd said Gid i forgive you fir not bei g there when i was servi g u with my headt. We all know Gix needs no forgiveness a d i was scared i said it i hurt because of this i didnt understand why my daughter skeot with my husband and all kinds off evil happened to me i aint perfect but i was celibite and trying to serve God. I u derstand now. I was full of Satanic anger i am sorry for this I pray Father God forgives my ignkrant arrogance and pride i was opperating in. Shameful as it is i am upset with some things in God’s word i dont understand and violence and other things anger me. I know God is able bu bu amen
My Confession is I’ve allowed my religious convictions to make me numb to the human rights of gays and lesbians. I haven’t consciously fought AGAINST gay marriage, but I’ve allowed outspoken Christian political activists to limit the human rights of LGBTs (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender) and let them speak FOR me through my silence. The Gay community deserves love, not discrimination. And for my part in that, I’m incredibly sorry.
Mr. White, I am a bisexual youth in the United States. While I can’t speak for the entire LGBT community, I would like you to know that I, personally, am very thankful for what you said here. I don’t imagine it was easy to confess this, nor can I imagine the comments you may be receiving from people angry with what you’ve said. So, thank you. It really does mean a lot. James Glenz
I’m not sure what the confession is? I admit I have my own to post (I just found this sight), but God’s word is against the sin of homosexuality. Are we not, as Christians, suppose to stand against sin? The bible specifies one woman will cleave to one man (not verbatim)… But it identifies one of each opposite sex. Please help me understand what you are sorry for?
I Have struggled in this area also, I started a alcohol and drug recovery program at my church and we have two homosexuals that participate regularly in our meetings. It was alway so easy to comdem homosexuals until a face and a person was put directly in front of me then I really began to struggle I prayed to God”what do I do” Let me make it clear I know God Leaves no room for error in his word the practice of homosexuality is a sin. I know this also, many homosexuals today are products of a failed public school system and a media obsessed with sex that these people are in the business of recruiting children into homosexuality in their young years when they are vulnerable, in this light the greater sin is on the teachers and thoughs that pray on the vulnerability of these young impressionable minds. These kids through the schools and media are also taught that Christians are the enemy we are the haters we are intolerant close minded. I also know Jesus when He was here made an example of hanging out with the most notorious of sinners in his day, though he would never except what they did as OK Gods word never changes, it often seemed sinners new their sin anyway and would confess and renounce it, Jesus did not have to say a word they were simply moved by his love and compassion to confess their sin and Jesus would say on many occasions “go your way and sin no more” In fact the sin he seemed to hate the most was not homosexuality it was thoughs people that looked down on others thinking themselves better because they went to church and prayed and fasted and tithed Jesus actually called those people out for the sin of pride. God defiantly hates pride. And then there was me yes myself if God ever chose to show me all the sins I am guilty of I would probably be shocked. With all these facts in mind I do three things when it comes to homosexuality 1. I treat homosexuals with love respect and exeptance like Jesus would do. 2. I make it clear when asked or when an instance arises where I stand on the issue of homosexuality 3. I support financially and with my prayers thoughs Christians and organizations that are called on to expose the lies and deceptions of the homosexual lifestyle.
i dont know why but i always feel guilty and i think its because my parents put to much pressure on me. A couple of months ago i went on a school trip and had sex with a guy i dONT REALLY LIKE i dont know why i regret having sex with him but before i had sex i was addicted
Delilah, thanks for your confession. I was confused by one part (not that it really matters), but I’d like to understand where you are at…and a clarification would help. You said “…i dont know why i regret having sex with him but before I had sex i was addicted.” Did you mean you don’t know why you had sex with him (the guy you didn’t really like), or did you mean you don’t know why you have regrets? Thanks, and let us know if we can help you in any way.
I really need to be forgiven
I usually try to be good and bring Glory in the name if the Lord, but lately I have felt a lot of pressure to be good because I feel that non-believers are watching and waiting for me to fail and fall because in that is condones the lifestyle they have. This weekend I did fail miserably. I had my sister and her bf over and we drank alcohol. Alcoholism runs in my family (not an excuse). More people ended up coming because of people that my sister knew and so on and so forth. By the time they got there I was pretty drunk. In the back of my mind, the whole time I felt ashamed. I was not bringing glory to God’s name. I even tried to make up for it by putting on Christian music at one point, which someone changed within a few seconds of me putting it on. I even found myself saying things that were totally dis-honoring to God. I feel like I have let a lot of people down by doing this and myself down and most of all God. I know Jesus spits out the lukewarm Christian and I don’t want to be that way. How do I let this old lifestyle go and tell people that I can’t do these things without them thinking I am puting my nose up in the air at them? Mostly, how do I stop drinking?
Heather, me and a friend named larry just sent you a private enail in response to your questions. Thanks for being so brave to post your confession. I hope and pray that it inspires others to do the same. We’re praying for you.
My confession is that I really haven’t changed enough since becoming a Christian. Nearly a year ago, I first confessed my sins to God and decided to try and follow him, but I don’t think anyone has noticed a huge difference between me then and me now that God is in my life. I have changed slightly in my actions and lifestyle, though not enough, and I do read my Bible and pray most days, but generally, I don’t feel the same kind of zeal or feeling of transformation that I hear about from other Christians. I don’t feel the kind of longing and awe for God as do many other Christians, so something must be wrong. I still sometimes feel embarrassed about sharing my faith with my friends and family, which is pathetic, and even though my dad has said he wants me to tell him when he misuses God’s name because he doesn’t want to offend me, I usually don’t because I feel too awkward. So generally I have not been a great witness for Christ in front of non-believers. When I do good things, it’s often at least as much to do with obligation as compassion. Recently I’ve been neglecting prayer and Bible study, wasting time doing unproductive things even when I feel the urge to talk to God, although I’ve made more effort in this recently. I’ve neglected being part of the Church. Actually, although I go to church and I know a few Christians my age, I don’t have one close Christian friend (though there’s one Catholic friend I plan to spend more time with), which is obviously a huge hindrance to being a good Christian, and for me is mostly through lack of effort. I’ve not been obedient to my teachers recently, not always doing or handing in homework and I’ve just generally not been productive with my time. Also, despite not being the best example of a committed Christian myself, I’ve sometimes been judgemental, at least in my thoughts if not (usually) in my words, of the people who would fit into the “Worldly Christian” and “Far from God” categories in the quiz, despite now finding I myself am a worldly Christian according to the quiz. I have a pretty good understanding of Christianity, and I’ve learnt a lot since becoming a Christian. I don’t know whether this knowledge has made me too proud – that might be another failing that I’ve had. But Jesus wants me to be a disciple, not an academic, and in the former respect I’ve not been great. I know that God loves me and I do have a relationship with him, though not the best one, and I want to love him more and I want more zeal to do his will and more wisdom, and I’ve prayed for all these things, and I know God will give me these things if I wait. And I know that no Christian has changed as much as they should have done. But I’d really like some guidance on this. I just need to be more motivated. I know all the reasons why I should be but I need someone to help me feel them and be motivated. Thanks, -Jonathan, 16, UK
Jonathan, I’m also going to respond privately to you, but I want to offer some encouragement and one suggestion here. For the encouragement, it sounds like the Holy Spirit is starting to convict you of some changes you need to make. That’s a good thing that will eventually lead to the type of changes you would like to see. Now for the suggestion: Grace is a big concept in Christianity. No matter how hard you try on your own, you can never be good enough. That’s why Jesus HAD to die for us and be resurrected…in order to save us. It’s called “Grace” because we didn’t earn it. We can’t earn it…even after becoming a Christian. So, not only should you practice extending grace to others, but you should also extend grace to yourself. Accept the free gift of Grace that God offers to you because he loves you. Don’t beat yourself up. Just start making a change and focus on your relationship with Jesus Christ.
When we confess, we do have to accept that the other person is going to judge. But that’s not the focus. The focus is that confession is the acknowledgment that you SHOULD be judged. But God doesn’t judge those in Him, He forgives them.
I have been a christian all my life but in the last couple years i have been tempted by sin. Sadly I gave into temptation. I was addicted pornography. This lasted 4 years and I would try to stop but it never worked. I then turned on the radio and a christian song came on and made me almost cry and remembered that we must confess our sins. I think i might still need prayer bit God has been very uplifting ever since now listen to christian music when temptation comes to me. This is the first time i’ve confessed this sin. All i can say is GOD IS GREAT!!!
Im testifying unto GOD not in respect of man,for GOD revealing d purpose of my creation. My Story starts lyk dis i was born into a Christian home with a bright star and was attacked by gods nd they kidnapped me from home,but i was leta caught nd trained by some parent but dis idol av bin attacking me right from birth till date,as of last year it became an open attack where pple accuses me of: 1. Bin an idol 2.having a traditional inheritance ‘Owu’ 3.i fag 4 eyes,which i didn’t 4 i know fag re not eye picked but a sexual sins of two not one person 4.na traditional ruler born me. All dis re false accusation,but one night i was attacked nd all of a strange spirit looking identical came out of me and chaste they that attacked me i know dis spirit was not me for there is no way my spirit will come out of me nd my body not dead,so dis leta became a revelation d goddess day attacked vanished into a house where anoda goddess was standing out nd dis my strange spirit appeared in d sky killed d woman standing and resurrected her and vanished away.the strange spirit appeared on d ground nd generated fire circling it and he vanished into d mist of fire a man which happen to b oluwo of ijebu and he prayed GOD should kill dis man. Afterward i had a vision of heaven and i saw GOD on his throne and anoda identical spirit of mine sit at d front of GOD like an elder with crown and arch angels on ospery in front nd he pointed his hand nd d arch angels ride on there ospery toward d land of heaven nd i saw i symbol which says FIGHT IJEBU but i didn’t understand then,but after d revelation a deaf nd dump saw fire in d sky nd scream fire!! But went pple got there d fire was no more and d deaf nd dump could not talk,but d truth y i was seeing d revelation in my room a deaf nd dump saw fire about to destroy ijebu land. GOSPEL TRUTH when i leta realised d truth i was annoyed with ijebu that this people av bin monitoring nd planning against me in there covens from birth nd they come out and deceive other about false accusations,so i know dat my was to come to dis world nd fight sinners and those identical spirit are people representing me in heaven and on earth,and GOD is instructing me to start ministering unto GOD.and government are upon my shoulders just like JESUS mostly d government of ijebu and there are tryn to deceive in other to shake my faith and attack me. And GOD is ready to FIGHT d earth and is against government for they are enemies of Christ JESUS so also his follower most those that re more Christ like and re born to minister unto GOD having d stars of GOD for this people are fighting against my STAR AND MINISTRY on earth so following GOD is my own narrow way,remember for the bible says we wrestle not against flesh an blood but principality and power so this ijebu that im asked to fight is an evil and sinful traditional principle or law possesing powers,for we not under law but under GRACE for the law is of sin and death meaning i am not under the law of the world e.g government/principles of the world which are dark powers. HIGHLIGHTING MY STORY GODS allowed evil to befall us even if he has good plans for us e.g GOD planed JESUS to save the world but HE also allowed JESUS to die,even me as an example GOD plan for me is to fight ijebu but he allowed me to be attacked by gods and goddess. Remember the devil satan came to decieve JESUS our SAVIOR from fulfiling the plan of GOD which is to save the world,likewise this idol coming to attack me are come against the plan of GOD for my life which fight ijebu. Brethen dont let what GOD allow to decieve you by causing you to sin but follow the plan of the father. Even the disciple that GOD plan them to preach but he allow them to be persecuted. NOTE:the devil is against the STAR/GOD PLAN of everyone, but beware the plans of GOD for me is different from HIS plans for you,and when GOD plan mighty works it dont means he will allow mighty evil but those that are of the BRIGHTEST STAR are they that devil,demons and idols hates most but who the devil attacks are they that GOD allow to be attack dont miss this GOD allowing evil to befall you dont mean HE hate you but when you follow his plans just like ME and JOB your reward is certain in GOD.
I have just fallen in luv with a girl recently she also sought have interest in me I just began to have dreams about her My friends told me that she will move next year to somewhere else and I was like auh no it ain’t gonna happen I asked to her if she was moving next year but she refused and she asked me did I like her and I told her that yes she said that she also like me •It was the last day of our school as school is closing for two months for summer vacations •After 5 days we met she told me that she also likes me every thing is running smoothly I never crossed my limits becoz I really felt that she was the only one with whom I can share my joys and sorrows of my life but one day we just broke up she behaves like she is feeling irritation because of me I feel all alone everywhere I really miss her I just wanted to share my feelings with someone trusted thank u very much
Mohit, first thanks for sharing and thanks for your trust. My encouragement to you is to pray for God’s timing in this. Love is not measure in days or even months. Don’t rush things. Take your time and get to know her and her you. If she isn’t interested in you, then wait for God to introduce someone else to you.
I tried the registration thing but did not work. I think this idea is great because pastors like myself have no access to persons who do not judge . When the body sees we are week, they move us along so weakness wont be associated with their body. I would like to join and be a regular part of this as its just what I needed. Why else would I have searched for such a place on the internet? Kenneth Orford
I have been trying to stop an addiction but i have been falling back into masturbation for some time now. I started this about 5 years ago. I know it is wrong and i am really desperate to stop this filthy habit. I have prayed, fasted , read the bible. it stops for a few days and then all over again. I feel ashamed and always wonder if God is not tired of forgiving me over the same sin considering the fact that i can try harder.
Joseph, you are not alone. This temptation is a constant struggle for countless men (and women). Trust me when I say that God has forgiven this and more…much more that you can ever imagine. Christ died for ALL of our sins, once and for all….past, present, and future…for all who place their belief and trust in Him. He has heard your confession! You are forgiven. The battle against our flesh is something we can’t escape in this world, but it is something to pursue with our whole being. If you fail again, just keep returning to God and pursuing him. Here is a resource that I can also highly recommend. http://www.settingcaptivesfree.com/courses/way-of-purity/ It focuses on lust/pornography addiction, but I believe is highly relevant in your situation as well.
One day when I was riding with a bicycle, when I stopped to rest. I was sitting in the sand and got an erection. Then a woman and her child came near where I was sitting. I got up and went behind little tree to sexually please myself. I think that woman saw me and started to call somewhere , then I took my bicycle and rode away. I want god forgive me this . Thank you
Kimmo. Thanks for sharing your confession. Here is what 1 John 1:9 says “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.”
Dear Kimmo: For years now, I have always paused to pray and seek the Lords words before I comment on someones confession. I realize that my words have the power to hurt and curse, bless and encourage. Today, I will not pray but will simply thank the Lord for you, for your encouragement to me, your blessing to me, a man you don’t even know. Your confession gives hope to all its readers, an anchor to all who are adrift. You have reminded an old man that his journey with the Lord is not over, and my life needs more light shone upon it. Thank you for shining a light on behalf of the Lord and sharing your victory with me and others. Kenneth Orford
Hi, My confession is not complex but is open to advice as well as absolution. An abridged version of my story leading up to my want to share is as follows: I once new a woman who was very involved with the occult, I had known her since the mid 80’s as she used to cut my hair at barbers in the town to which I used to live. To cut a long story short I bumped into her whilst shopping in 2007. having found Christ in 2005 I was firmly established in my faith and wanted to help as many people as I could to know the word. Finding this woman distraught due to her getting divorced, her parents dying, having a drug addiction and being involved with occult pursuits (Mediums, tarot cards, spiritualism) I though I could help. I did notice I had a very sickening feeling during this encounter however I thought it was just down to her situation. We went back to my house and had a chat about Christ, how I will try and help her with her numerous issues. She proceeded to tell me that she had always “Liked me” and kissed me on the cheek. This was pretty forward behaviour for someone I had been speaking to for 45imns however I put this down to her delicate state of mind and spirit. I invited her to Church the following Sunday. During the week leading up me taking her to Church we passed a few text messages, these included asking each other how we were doing etc. She also phoned me once in that week to discuss her issues as she was feeling at a very low point, she said psychics that she had seen had told her that deceased relatives were making noises in her house, she was also suggesting I comment on her occult activity in a more positive way instead of rebuking it. Sunday came and we went to Church. She said she would like to pick me up as she could then drive home when she wanted and of course I could get a lift from friends at Church. During our journey she broke down and claimed she was evil (bearing in mind she was actually driving at the time) she was crying and saying “I’m evil, I’m evil, I’ve done it again I’m evil”. A dangerous situation for me as she was behind the wheel of a car and also she was extremely irrational. We got to Church and she was acting very uncomfortably (A natural thing if you haven’t attended church). We sat through a sermon and she stayed for a brief bible study meeting. She departed with a Bible to which I had brought (Highlighting the passages detailing that her pursuits were ungodly and an abomination), I also lent her a DVD of the life of Christ (Which was never returned) I spoke to the senior pastor about her and also what she was involved and also how I felt terrible when I was around her. his advice was not to involve myself with her as she was involved with the adversary and may try to destroy my faith as she had already tried to get me to show some open mindedness as to what she was involved with. I moved house in 2008 but I was still perturbed about my experience (Which has always stayed with me) I heard from her again in the summer of 2009 when she sent me a message on Facebook stating she liked my profile picture. I didn’t respond as taking my previous Church’s pastors advice on not involving myself with an occultist. Also in November 2009 I met my Wife, we dated for three years before tying the knot. We are now living in another city, we have daughter and my Wife is a committed Christian, we have great Church and good friends. A few years ago I started getting bizarre messages on various media sites I had accounts on, suggesting that the sender had messages for me from dead relatives and friends, also the sender had information pertaining to my Wife and I, they even mentioned my daughter. As disturbing as this was I ignored them and closed most of the accounts down. Everything was quiet and I got on with my life (Not telling my wife about these messages). in 2014 the messages started to come again, Facebook and even my eBay account were used as a repository for these messages. As the remarks were very specific to the woman I knew it was her, she made reference to her having her own business and that she wanted me to phone her stating “if you want me to stop contacting you just phone me, you can even conceal your number, just let the phone ring twice”. I of course didn’t, I did tell my Wife about this, she said just to ignore it. the messages continued and I was getting more and more upset by these messages as they were getting very personal and slanderous. Knowing who it was I ventured on to the internet to find out what this woman was doing, how her life was etc. I looked on Facebook and Twitter and there she was. All the things on both accounts were very foreboding, highlighting misery, her want to die and a verity of occult references etc. Mediums, psychics etc. I also found out that she had a hair dressing business. Being upset at what I had received, the slanderous comments and horrible things said about my Wife and family as well as stating that “Christianity is for chumps” and “Christ is a myth” I proceeded to leave negative reviews on the review boards that related to her Hair and Beauty services. I stopped getting messages for about a year however over the past nine months I’ve been receiving them again, as sporadic as they are they do contain disturbing material all related to occult practises and also having knowledge of my life, something that you couldn’t get from any internet source. I have followed the same procedure as before in the hope this woman gets the message and leaves me alone. My wife isn’t aware of my actions and wouldn’t be happy at all if she knew. I know my method is wrong, I know this woman is involved with satanic ways and probably acts upon the adversary’s wants. I know I should turn the other cheek and pray for her, this I have done, not just alone but with the pastors at Church. This didn’t stop her from trying to contact me with her occult mutterings, as such I retaliated. For this I seek forgiveness. I have stepped up my prayer life, fasted, shared this with my Church. I don’t want to go too much further in discussing this with anyone else as my anger toward this woman becomes a distraction. Gideon Morgan
Gideon, thanks for your confession. It’s definitely a very difficult situation you are in. My best advice is to join together WITH your Wife to battle this. You and your wife will be a stronger team together than with you trying to control the situation and keeping things a secret from her. She may not be happy about the situation, but I imagine she will be happier knowing you trusted her to be your partner in this. This other lady may never go away…but if you and your wife are working together and communicating along the way, I have no doubt you will pull through this.
Its forgiven. Confession:Cause i been angry I brought up all things and talk about the past as well as talking about perverse things I shouldn’t have been that I confession I’ve been upset at things come against me through people but forgot is not the person it’s the principality anything Unholy I asked I forgive whoever caused me to have this bump on my lips God forgive me for when I am confused and believe lies in Jesus name I have confessed all of these things they are tossed into the sea of forgiveness no one can bring them back up or hold them against me I am a child of God therefore there is no condemnation for those that are in Christ amen in Jesus name
I frequently have problems with old sins I committed before I was a true disciple of Jesus and Satan and his demons continually remind me and want me to be bound and defined based on what I did. Even though I have confessed these sins, pre and post salvation sins, multiple times to the Lord I still feel condemned, confined, defined and guilty at times when the enemy brings it up and I wallow in it and let it take over my thinking. I am a 24 year old male and one sin I continually struggle with was one when I was around 16-18 years old I forgot exactly how old I was but I know it still haunts me to this day even after confessing and spiritual warfare against demons associated with sexual sins. Here is my confession that’s hard to even speak of because it’s so ungodly. I was in a relationship at the time with a girl named Amber whom I dated for about 2 years or more so we were pretty serious at the time and had sex regularly, the first time we actually met we had sex that night,(I met her off MySpace.com which was popular back then, we went to the billiards the first night we hung out and she ended up staying the night and us having sex that night so basically the whole relationship was founded on immorality which I’m sure most of us have an apple out of that bag.)But what really torments me to this day every so often and usually at the most inopurtune times is that while I was dating her I started looking online for a women to cheat on her with because I had my own insecurities and thought in the back of my mind she was unfaithful to me and I guess this was my pathetic childish way of getting back at her even though I had no proof she was cheating or unfaithful to me. So what I ended up doing is looking on Craigslist.org for a prostitute/escort to have an affair with and ended up calling her, driving to a local motel and paying the lady 100 dollars as a “donation” is what she called it even tho she was very demanded and I’m sure she had a pimp or some sort of way to make sure if I didn’t pay I would pay if you know what I’m talking about. The whole experience wasn’t one bit pleasurable and I couldn’t even get an erection once I was in the room because I felt so ashamed, used and like such a deadbeat low life scum for what I was doing. I was basically bowing down before this ladies vagina (whom I don’t even know her real name) committing idolatry of sexual organs, unfaithfulness to my girlfriend and God(even though I wasn’t even a Christian at the time) uncleaness and paying a women for sinning and living a life of sin. If I would of known then what I know now continually gets to me, I could have ministered to this lady and opposed that domineering Jezebel spirit within her and not bowed down to her matriarchal ” I run this attitude ” like I said I frequently have feelings of grief and resentment and also knowing that I will never be able to communicate the gospel to her since she was a complete stranger and I don’t even know her real name to pray for her tho I think the alias prostitute name she posted online was “Candy” or something. I still notice I harbor a little unforgiveness towards her for how she treated me but I’m the one who placed myself in that situation after all out of a free will choice so I’m battling overcoming bitterness, unforgiveness(towards her and myself) resentment, condemnation, guilt, shame and a lot more. I could really use some prayer and encourage from some true Christians, though I know Gods word states ” If we confess our sins to Him, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness” 1 john 1:9 so He alone can actually forgive and blot out our transgressions but I still feel opening up to someone, even if it’s just online to a random stranger, I know healing can take place for me and others who read this. I don’t like to wallow or exalt my sin or anyone’s sin higher then the Mighty Blood of Jesus and His sacrifice on the cross because He is far more powerful then any of our sins, failures, iniquities and transgressions. But since I have confessed and forsaken before the Lord already and am still struggling with false guilt and how the Lord sees me since I am now clothed in the righteousness of Christ I felt it was a good idea to bring this out publicly and hopefully hear some words of encouragement or scriptures to battle this and break the ungodly soul ties formed through sexual immorality. Be blessed all and hope to hear back from as many as possible.
Kevin, thanks for having the courage to post your confession. The verse you quoted is all you need: “If we confess our sins to Him, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness” 1 john 1:9 So, you ARE forgiven. All of us have made mistakes and bad decisions…sometimes repeatedly. God forgives them all if you confess with an honest heart. It sounds like you are on a good path now, but I want to suggest that we pair you up with a Christian mentor to help you along. If you are interested, use this link to request a mentor: https://changingthefaceofchristianity.com/discipleship/be-a-mentee-disciple/
Thank you so much Brad, I would definitely like a Christian mentor I will check out the link as soon as I can, God bless you!
Ok im nervous and scared, so i may miss spell alot but its took me 24 years to do this but im ready to confess everything. First when i was about 8 when i got sent to foster care becuase i was getting beat alot from my mom, now i was going back and forth alot. Home to foster home, i got beat at other foster houses and sone got molested by boys and i molesed my brother and sister, me age 13-15. But i only did it one time to them and felt really bad and never did it again. When i was 17 was the last gay act i did on another boy. Long story short i stole over 1,000 bucks from my gmom, i moved out and went with a friend house i use to touch myself while his gf would sleep ps this was last year one time i put my seed on her back, sorry for the extra but i felt really bad for what i done to here so i never did it again. So now im 24 going on 25 idk why but everthing hit me like a train, all my sins i mean and i feel so bad and i broke down and cried and ask god for forgiveness but i feel like its to late for me, mind you through my whole lie i stole and lied and most of all i struggle with lust, i always want to touch my self and think about girls. I also for got i also tried to touch a dog sexualy but didnt go through with it but i think i was like 11 are so. And to tell you the truth now my eyes are open i cant stand myself i talk to god and thank him for forgiving me but i cant help to shake the feeling like its to late for me im done for and im scared idk why but i am i dont wanna be like this any more i wanna be free from all sin plz some one tell my the truth am i beyoned gods mercy?
Dear Larrel: You most definitely are not beyond Gods mercy! You are born again, and can not slip away from Gods mercy and grace. All satan has to use against us is memories and anger from the past. Let the past be past at last! There is not a sin that the Lord has not forgiven, in your life or mine. To walk in grace takes courage, courage to leave the old thoughts, reactions, and accusations, and replace them with the truth of Gods word, assurance of salvation, and love of the brothers. I can assure you that you are part of the family of God and that your words on this page have beaten the enemy. To resist the old and accept the new is the testing ground for our faith. It took me a log time to grapple with these things too. You are not alone no matter how you feel. Faith has nothing to do with feelings. Faith has everything to do with action, and acceptance. You are accepted, and loved in the beloved regardless of how you may feel. Walk in the truth son of God, and basque in the freedom of His love, child of God. You are His! Kenneth Orford
Thank you so much your words truly touched my heart, i feel a bit better thanks to you. God bless you.
hello…I realie need help
A girl visited our family to spend the holidays with us…One evening whilst she was asleep I tried to put my finger into her private part but I couldn’t because her shorts were so tight on her skin so I gave up and left…This happened 13years ago and I was either 13 or 14 years old by then…Should I make restitution to this girl…I have repented and given my life to Christ since then…
Thanks for sharing your confession. This is a safe place to do it, and so thanks! It doesnt sound like you are describing a pattern of sexual abuse, but more the inappropriate expression of childhood sexual curiosity. You are right to ask God for forgiveness. I’m not so sure that seeking restitution is the right course of action though. Instead, I would rest in God’s mercy and forgiveness in this case and not look back.
Thanks Pastor Brad White for the response…I just remembered something I failed to add to my initial post since the immoral act occurred 13yrs ago….Well pastor I also squeezed the girls buttocks that same moment…But Pastor I must say that ever since I sincerely gave my life to Christ I have had more than a fair share of struggles in the mental realms…Its as though I have to fix all my past sins through restitution before I can repent or receive salvation…I am helplessly suffering…My christian life is just miserable because I can’t enjoy the life Jesus has given me…Guilt and condemnation has been my bane…I always seek for counselling anytime the thought of restitution for a past sin comes to mind..After the counselling the guilt and condemnation dies down ..Joy begins to fill my heart but this joy is always short lived because another thought of restitution soon resurfaces and I become so worried…I am not growing in the lord…and this is affecting me…I remember back in the university I collected a text book from a friend which I failed to return..I still possess the text book..This is a clear case of restitution and I have sincerely promised Jesus I will return the book to the owner..But what surprises me is that I never get worried about this..Sometimes I wonder why God created me because I find it hard to control my thoughts…My mind has always been a battlefield but I know this too shall pass….Pastor I need help
I dont mean to minimize the struggle that you are facing, but i know exactly how you feel. You are not alone. A lot of people struggle with accepting forgiveness for past sins. But thats exactly what the problem is as i see it. You havent truly accepted God’s free gift of forgiveness, mercy, and salvation. We cant fix our past present or future sin problem. Only God can. How? By accepting his free gift of forgiveness. You may be struggling with this, but it is truly that simple. You may remember a past sin, but if you confess it to the Lord he forgives you! Done! Forever! Think of it this way….what sin is God not able to forgive? Did christ die on the cross for just some sins but not all? Is his glorious act of payment for your sins not done? Must he continue to die over and over? No! Did he die for only past sins…and not future ones? Of course not, otherwise he would have to keep coming back and dying over and over. When christ breathed his last breath he said “it is finished”. He died for all of our sins once and for all. This IS the message of salvation. If you accept this, you are saved. Do you accept this free gift of salvation? Please say YES! Then thank the Lord and move forward in your life knowing God has cleansed you for ALL you sins, past present and future.
That is called OCD. I have the same difficulty….constantly trying to recompense for the past…apologizing to everyone you’ve sinned against….being plagued by thoughts that aren’t yours in your mind. You’re not alone…and the only way you can be free from this is through the blood of Jesus Christ…I would start afresh with a clean slate by finding someone you are comfortable with and confessing to them openly about all of your past sins…after that IT IS FINISHED. Enough…so when the thoughts come you can say you are free in Christ name and there is no condemnation or shame with in you…Godbless
I say a big yes to that…Pastor Brad White this will be my last question…I remember touching the girls butt(which was covered with her jeans skirt and inner short before attempting to put my fingers in her private part that same moment which was unsuccessful whilst she was asleep (13years ago at the age of 14 years)..I never repeated this immoral act..It happened only once….I am 27 yrs old now and sincerely asked God for his forgiveness yesterday when I couldn’t stand the guilt, condemnation and shame…Do I move on or make restitution before I will completely be forgiven by God….I do appreciate your concern and thoughtfulness…The people of Ghana send their regards…
Dear Chasay: You have posted that you need help. As a brother in Christ I offer a hand to at least be a sounding board to your trials. Please open up and share on this web site which is anonymous, no one will ever know who you are except God who does not condemn you, but cherishes you and reaches out to you. Reach back so we can help. Kenneth Orford
hi, this is my cnfession i have always been a good boy who does everything rightly,a lover of GOD but recently i’ve backslided with engaging myself in masturbation.even we i ask GOD for forgivenness, this guilt remains and see myself falling back to it.i really need someone to help me out through prayers.-i want to stop
I need to confess my sin. I have been a believer in Christ my whole life and am to this day. For many years I have been able to fend off temptation, but in the last two years lust and pornography has consumed. I am married and have two beautiful daughters. I love my family so much, however I have betrayed them with my sin. I have acted on my lust and had extra-marital affairs. I am so broken and feel so sad and stuck. I don’t do what I want to do, and I do what I don’t want to do. I’m sick, and how can I be saved and sin like this at the same time? I haven’t confessed my sin to my wife. I don’t want to lose her or my girls. I need help and prayer. Jesus I’m so sorry
Dear Cal: You are indeed forgiven, and all the angels of heaven are rejoicing before the Lord for You have been set free! Can you imagine what I have just said? You have set the Lords feet to dancing in the Kingdom in your honor! Our faith has nothing to do with how we feel. Our feelings will lead us into trouble time and time again. But Gods word is everlasting and will not fail YOU now or ever. Having said that, what I teach is, “What are you gonna do about it now?”. Truth is we never contemplate the consequences of sin do we? If we did its likely we would be more sober in our temptation and run away. Satan is trying to tell you that you are the only one to have ever done this, no one else in your church or prayer group has ever done this, so why don’t you give up? You don’t give up Cal, because the Spirit of the Lord is alive and well in your heart and soul. Ill end by saying this Cal, even though we have never met, there are many in this ministry that will never give up on you. Never! Don’t give up on yourself but grasp your inheritance. Ken Orford
Praise God! Thank you for your amazing words through Gods Grace! I will be working hard to do Gods Will. I know he has a plan for me and my family. I will never give up. Jesus conquered the grave for us and I will need reminding of that every minute of every day. I know that temptation is not gone and in fact satan will pull the more I grasp onto our Lords righteousness. Please keep me and my family in prayer. Kenneth, thank you for acting on the words of Jesus today.
I’m 17 and my sisters friend came over my house. She’s only like 9. And she was laying on the couch and I had lusted after her…so as she layed down I went behind her and touched her inappropriately. I had put my private parts on her because I was driven by lust….I’m sorry God and I humble my self by doing this
I have to confess for masturbation and pornography also. I struggle with lust. When I was younger I had a homosexual friendship….and had oral sex I also inappropriately touched my sister. I also had oral sex with my girl friend. I also confess for bestiality.
My confession, i recently had an abortion and it’s mentally and physically killing me, I regret getting myself into this mess, but also feel so bad! Its on my conscious and I always think about it I know I made the right choice because for how much I love my boyfriend I knew we both wasn’t ready. I am not 100% religious but I know I’ve done wrong I’ve basically killed someone else and I don’t know what to do anymore.
I’m confess for lusting after women with my eyes. I confess for pedophilia. I confess pride….I confess fear….I confess masturbation….I confess oral sex and fornication….I confess lust…I confess for homosexual acts
I have to confess anxiety and leviathan spirits….I confess fatherlessness. I confess having oral sex with my girl friend. I confess for lusting after my girlfriend. I confess for getting angry and hurting my siblings . I confess all pride in my life. I confess for telling lies
Greetings.my name is Nosihle.I feel a need to confess this again ,I did confess to someone before but i feel condemned and i cant hear God speak anymore i forget my dreams and my spiritual life is standing still.I think that God doesnt want me anymore .As a Christian in tbe year of2015 I fell amd had sex with a guy i knew fr years as a friend and i fell pregnant.I had an abortion at6weeks of my pregnancy.I hated him after that as he wsnt remourseful about us having sex.we had sinned whilst calling ourselves christians.On this day i confess of the sex i had with him,i confess of abortion i did,i confess of hating the guy,i confess of lies i have ever told about my childhood upto date.i confess of anger,judmental behaviour,envy,coping from others,i confess of short temper thta i now struggle with.I confess of involvement with family rituals and all those ungodly things.I have lives and involved myself with homosexualism.I confess of being impetient and stubborn.I am unworthy,God has stopped speaking to me.Im hurt by this and praying for me and reading the word and also fasting are very hard because it feels like why am i doing it,God has hid His face from me.i dont have moral anymore,everytime i would sleep and wake up with amessage from God but now i sleep and wake up with a half dream that i cant interprete anymore.I have lost my spiritual gifts.this is pain i cannot put into words.I want God,I want to be for Him but Him not speaking to me conviences me that i cnt be for Him.I am filthy,unworthy.I need prayers and help.
I was raped when i was 5 and have never told my family but have told my friends and my pastor.I was forced into having sex by a guy i dated when i was 17 and he was older than me and he gave me flegile pills to drink after that.I Confess of having seen my moms nakedness and of showing my child my nakedness and this is ungodly.I confess of lying about a couple of things.I confess of being rude and unappreciative towards the man who wants to marry me and loves with all his heart.i confess of not reading the word and pray and fast as often as i should.I need God to forgive me for all of these and all that i cnt remember.I need God to reveal unto me all that i still must confess and forsake.I need God;I am nothing without Him.
am Greetings.my name is Nosihle.I feel a need to confess this again ,I did confess to someone before but i feel condemned and i cant hear God speak anymore i forget my dreams and my spiritual life is standing still.I think that God doesnt want me anymore .As a Christian in tbe year of2015 I fell amd had sex with a guy i knew fr years as a friend and i fell pregnant.I had an abortion at6weeks of my pregnancy.I hated him after that as he wsnt remourseful about us having sex.we had sinned whilst calling ourselves christians.On this day i confess of the sex i had with him,i confess of abortion i did,i confess of hating the guy,i confess of lies i have ever told about my childhood upto date.i confess of anger,judmental behaviour,envy,coping from others,i confess of short temper thta i now struggle with.I confess of involvement with family rituals and all those ungodly things.I have lives and involved myself with homosexualism.I confess of being impetient and stubborn.I am unworthy,God has stopped speaking to me.Im hurt by this and praying for me and reading the word and also fasting are very hard because it feels like why am i doing it,God has hid His face from me.i dont have moral anymore,everytime i would sleep and wake up with amessage from God but now i sleep and wake up with a half dream that i cant interprete anymore.I have lost my spiritual gifts.this is pain i cannot put into words.I want God,I want to be for Him but Him not speaking to me conviences me that i cnt be for Him.I am filthy,unworthy.I need prayers and help I was raped when i was 5 and have never told my family but have told my friends and my pastor.I was forced into having sex by a guy i dated when i was 17 and he was older than me and he gave me flegile pills to drink after that.I Confess of having seen my moms nakedness and of showing my child my nakedness and this is ungodly.I confess of lying about a couple of things.I confess of being rude and unappreciative towards the man who wants to marry me and loves with all his heart.i confess of not reading the word and pray and fast as often as i should.I need God to forgive me for all of these and all that i cnt remember.I need God to reveal unto me all that i still must confess and forsake.I need God;I am nothing without Him.
Dearest Saint: I wished I had access to this web site so I could erase all the words you have written. I say that because the truth is that All of your sins have been forgiven, and erased from any record. They no longer exist under the blood of Christ! Gone forever, which is a very long time. I wished I could look into your eyes and see Jesus looking back at me. He is in you and you are in Him, loved in the beloved! These are facts and not lies as the adversary would try to make you believe. Each and every one of us who read this posting and who has joined the family of God has issues that have been difficult to confess. Some of us confess the same things over and over again, struggling to overcome. None of us are without issues that we must take before the throne of the King. Because of the blood of Christ that was shed for you, there is no remembrance of sin in the eyes or memory of God. Your sin has been cast away as far as the east is from the west. Tell me how far that is? You are wonderfully made in the image of Jesus. You are my sister, and co inhibitors of the Kingdom of God. Come in and rest. Your sins are forgiven you! A wild promise but true. your brother, Kenneth
Thank you my brother.I feel better..I praise and thank God for all of u saints who are always there to hear out our stories.God be with you.
Hello, I need to confess my sin I have not confessed this to anyone else for fear of the effect it would have on my family but I feel I should tell it to someone, fow the past year and a half I have had over a dozen acts of sexual contact with an animal and though I have prayed for forgiveness after each time I still cannot make myself stop I know it’s wrong yet when it happens it doesn’t seem that way anymore and I feel worse and worse after each time but I feel like the worse I feel the more the urge to do this comes and now I have recently found that this is not only a sin but one of the 7 worst sins and I am afraid this could cause for me to lose sight of what’s good. I thank you for your time Bran
You are forgivin by the blood of Jesus if you have given your life over to him. However you suffer from sexual addiction. You may need some counselling from a support group and trusted therapist. Jesus hasn’t given up on you. God helps those that help themselves.
Thank you And I have been able to overcome the temptations a while and I don’t feel I need any special assistance. Thank you for your time and council
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Hi I have been struggling with masturbation for about two years now. I’ve been trying to stop but it only lasts for like 10 days and I fall back into it again. A part of me at the time doesn’t want to, but I end up doing it anyway. And afterwards I feel so ashamed and guilty I know it’s wrong and immoral and plus there’s really bad side effects so I really need your help. I need prayers to help me stop masturbation. Thanks for your help
I have to confess for having dry sex with my girlfriend. I was driven by lust and i repent from this sin. I will no longer do sexual acts with her and i will present her blameless and holy before God.
I want to confess my sexual immoral sin I let another guy commit an sexual act (masturbating me). I have been happily married and not sure why I let this happen I was in a dark place. I felt uncomfortable though the experience but gave in to the pleasure to help me stop with undesired sexual temptations. I feel so guilty and know this would ruin my relationships if people knew and would be out on the street. I ask for God’s forgiveness through Jesus with the power of the spirit.
I must confess for looking at secular images on Instagram and masturbating to them….I renounce these things and I am forgiven by the blood of Jesus, amen
I confess to hating someone who was as close as a sister to me. She betrayed me and all though part of me loves her, the bigger part is overridden by a hate so deep I can hardly breathe. Jesus help me I don’t want to be ruined because of this.
Hello My name is James. I want to confess that I have viewed pornographic material since being married and although I have confessed it to God. I know I must still confess it to other believers but for now the best I can do is confess it to believers online. I have prayed about and God has released me from the grip of this particular sin, please pray for me.
threw out my whole life ive been down the wrong road drugs,sex,alchohal, cutting,i told my ex to have a abrtion and she did and hundreds of other sins. i used to kill cats and skin them, hang them from peoples fan at night. i was a cruel kid, i would fight and fight and fight, i didnt think the it was wrong, i thought it was the right thing to do and the devil had me and has me in his grip. i have lost all my morality for anything anymore and im starting to get scared of myself. im always angry and little things tick me off. i was bad on drugs, i would end up in the middle of the woods and not know where i was. i would take lethal amounts of pills and not even think before i did it. ive crashed vehicles countless time and i thought if i confess it would take a great deal off my shoulders
I put my penis on my sisters mouth one time and tried to have oral sex with her, God forgive me
So i have been gone through all the confession and almost all i have committed. And also i know i’m forgiven. i belong to India, 30 year old. I had addiction of sex, drug and alcohol for about 15 year then God delivered me from the filthy habits. And I’m married , have a son very recently and i want to serve god to the unreach places. i need some assistant to initiate to preach gospel and also i want to grow in christ because i still have the temptation of sex. Please pray for me and guide me.
I once cheated in a couple of examinations while in the university…. when I was drawn to Jesus in 2013, I remembered these incidents and it was really heavy on my conscience. i was considering going to meet the Lecturers that took the courses to tell them of the things I did. I prayed and dicussed with the Pastor of the church where I attended and the burden was immediately lifted. Fast forward to 2016, after three years, the guilt has come back which wasn’t there at all before now… Please I need advice on what to do. I was thinking of sending an e-mail to the Lecturers involved. I’m worried if I do this, past sins will keep coming to the fore and the guilt will be eating me up.
I had sexual thoughts of my grandmother
First sorry about my english, but i need confesse it, for years I am fighting against masturbation and pornography, but I couldnt win, I confissed to other people, did a vote with God, but nothing works, Today I did it again, I know its sin, but sometimes its really strong, my desire for sex, for have that girls. Sometimes I touch myself three times per day, today I did two times, but I really want to stop, its really bad for me, I confisse that I wacthed pornography, touch myself, had thought about sex, i think this is rebel because I doing it for years, I desobey God, it goes against him, its a sin. Also I am envolved with one girl, but she lives far, so the last days we did virtual sex and took some pictures, but I deleted. I lied too. Sometimes i miss class just because i dont want to go… I really want do make more those sins, I want to stop with it. I have thoughts that I will die or have some sickness and it make sometimes afraid.
I want confese that i am having problem with porn for years and today I failled again. I masturbated wachting porn video, i know its sin, i wanna stop, but i couldnt yet, I lied to some people, but i really want to stop fail about it, stop with porn things and masturbation. I was rebel and it sin against God, and my body, I disobey God, desonor him too and myself. I confese it. Pray for me, i really want to be free and far from it.
I turned my face against God, when I was 14 years old, after my father and my first love both perished within 3 months of each other. The void, left me with some new age insights, that i now ask for forgiveness from. Also, God has shown me how cruel my non-christian support group can be. I suffer from righteous indignation, much like Job. I have had supernatural occurrences, that leave me bewildered now at the age of 60. They started when I was 3. I want to believe that things happen for reasons, and that God’s hand was involved in the apparitions. They definitely changed the path of my life, by doubting secular science. (My dad was an MD) I am writing a book about the experiences. I have been told by “experts”, that I was abducted, when I was 3. I believe Aliens are principalities of darkness. Ironically, in my mind, the dark side brought me to the light, by reasoning that if the dark side exists, then the light, must also be true.
I engaged in the abominable act of masturbation and watching and looking at Porn pics and videos from when I was about 13 years old there about, I gave my life to christ and got baptized at 16 but that old habit remained, I joined the service of God at 19 there about the old habit was still there I was frustrated and angry with myself during this period, I wish and prayed to be free, I am 22 now and I finally have my freedom, and I know how to remain free from that old habit, thank you
I’m so happy Abah has freedom. Praise God for that! I’m married, and have since a young age struggled with pornography and masturbation. Recently I’ve watched pornography and masturbated in front of a cam while women other than my wife watch me. I’m so ashamed. By this time, I should be exhibiting more fruit of self control. My flesh by this time should be crucified. I’ve confessed to the Lord, but here I’m confessing before other Christians. Please pray for me to be free from this indwelling sin, and to be able to walk in the Spirit, following Jesus instead of my flesh. I don’t want to live like this any more. I want freedom in Jesus and the Spirit too.
I did it again. This is so discouraging. This week, I’ve hung out in adult chat rooms and looked at a torrent of porn video online. Today, I connected with a woman to cam masturbate. I need to confess this to you – fellow Christians – that I might be healed. I am so ashamed. Intellectually, I know that sin isn’t supposed to have any dominion over me, and that the Spirit helps me to slay sin. Intellectually I know self control is part of the fruit of the Spirit. I want to walk in step with the Spirit and not satisfy the desires of my flesh. Please pray for me. Please, please pray for me. If there’s some unclean spirit that’s tempting me, I don’t want it around. If it’s my flesh, I want to crucify it. So, I confess, and ask for your prayers. Thank you.
Your experience is not unusual. Just remember that many many other Christians struggle with the same temptations…and often fail. God still loves you. He knows the flesh is week, even if the spirit is willing. Thank God he conquered the flesh through his death and resurrection. Rest in the grace and mercy of our Lord Jesus…even when you fail. And from a worldly/practical perspective, I would encourage you to install Safe Eyes (http://www.internetsafety.com/download-parental-control-software.php) on your computer and/or remove your computer from your home, or put it in a public place.
Thank you for the encouragement and very helpful advice. Before reading your reply, I did it yet again, and again I confess. There are some really practical steps I need to take. Now is the time to take them. Again, thank you.
I have masturbated to porn and pictures of naked women. I am a 13 year old girl and sometimes I feel really guilty and disgusting. When people suspect it, I blame it on others to cover myself. Everytime I swear I’ll stop, something lures me in and I do it again. I want to be a better Christian, God forgive me.
I’ve committed adultery by cheating on my wife. It started with porn, then ended with a visit to a prostitute. I’m so ashamed and scared. I don’t want to lose her, or my family.
Thanks for sharing your confession. I know that is very hard to do, and repenting from sin before God and fellow Christians is humbling. But it’s a great step in the right direction. I also really appreciate that you realize what is at stake. Your family is important to you…and YOU are important to your family. You are also loved by God…and he willingly and happily forgives you. My advise is to limit your access to pornography and start looking for ways to love and serve your wife. Focus on her instead of your lustful extra-martial desires. Turn from your sin and turn back to God. You’ll save your marriage and keep your family.
Thank you. It feels good to tell “someone” and to start on a much better path. It’s been a long g road, and I’m sure there’s still much more to go. If anyone is the praying type, I would appreciate that. I have done well on limiting porn, I’m around a month in with no viewing and have set up monitoring on phone and home computer. I’m doing much more to connect with wife now too and really like the idea of serving her now. I just do not want to lose my family.
Dear God I have sinned against you. There are two strongholds in my life that I have not been able to break. Viewing images and lusting after women other than my wife, and wasting the small amount of extra income I have on selfish pursuits. This leave me in a continual cycle of shame. People see me as a good and kind person and occasionally when I receive praise for something I feel like screaming “if you only knew what a hypocrite I am” Father I pray that these chains be broken. I have confessed many times and failed you many times. I pray and believe that in your time you will shatter these strongholds. Please forgive me abba father. I love you and don’t want to let you down any longer. Thank you Jesus for dying for an ungrateful wretch like me.
I confess that I spent much of the day watching pornographic videos online, lustfully participating in the sin of those in the videos. I also confess that I chatted with several women on an erotic website, found a willing woman to go to a cam site with me, and masturbated while she watched and we chatted. I confess to you my fellow Christians, as I’ve confessed to the Lord. I am so ashamed and really want change. Please pray for me. This has been a really persistent sin.
I am Zack and unable to confess my sins I have hurt a lot of close friends and spoilt many innocent girls life along my life’s journey. I am an alcoholic n during my trip I have injured many friends because of my rash and drunken driving. Because of constant blackouts I have made many enemies. Wherever I go I stumble and make bad history leaving trials of personality defects. Now even hearing the sound of vehicles passing by or footsteps of people around scares me. I want to get out of this fear but I don’t know how. Please help.
I confess that I have sinned by doing sex chat masturbation and cam sex. I confess it to God and I confess it to you.
and again I just chatted with a woman and masturbated for her on a web cam. I am really ashamed. It feels like I just run to these things. I confess to God and to you that I sinned again. I do not want to do it again.
I just did it again. I feel like I’m on a treadmill. I confess horrible sexual sin. I hate this.
I know what it feels like to be constantly backsliding and feeling like you can never get a grip on it. But you are not helpless, you are not hopeless. You can fight this. Remove the temptations. Get a website blocker, set up some controls that keep you from going on sites you know you shouldn’t go on. It takes time and persistence, but if you really want to change, God will help you. I’ll be praying for you.
I have confessed this God a hundred times over and yet I keep coming back to it. I’m desperate to stop. I have looked up habitual sin multiple times and how to escape it, but I just can’t seem to. I’m craving a relationship with God, craving freedom from my flesh and this world. But I just can’t seem to drop this habit. I’m a female, and I think I’m just addicted to masturbating and porn. I can go for three days (my most was six) without doing it, but then I feel like I HAVE to and I can’t stop myself. I’m panicking. I know this is wrong, and I want to stop and I know I’m not helpless but right now I feel like it. So I’m confessing, to God and to other Christians, that I have problems with sexual sin and I am addicted to sex. Please, please pray for me. I don’t want to do this anymore.
I made it four days, but I’ve done it again. God forgive me
Do you know? I am so tired about be alone, to dont have friends, to dont have a car, depending of someone almost always to do something. To wacht porn and touch myself, to be said, angry or even lie. I confessed it many, many times, I asked forgiveness to God, but I did it again. Today wasnt diferent, I wachted porn, I tought myself, I had bad thoughts, like right now I want to do it again, my body desire sex so much, I have problem with porn, I desire sex so much, I asked many times to God a wife, no just because of sex, but to have a family, someone to share my life. I love music and i am frustate about it too, like these days I didnt feel plasure anymore to play as before. So I want to confesse the sins. I was rebel with God, disobey him, dishonored him and myself, sin against my body. I used my body to do a sin, I miss some comprimiss. I planed bad things. Sometimes I just come dawn after mastubated two or three times.
For years i am having problem with porn, sometimes I just be somedays without and than I fall again. Today wasnt diferent, I did it two times, my body and mind ask for it. Usually its happens when I am frustrate and sad, worry. Like i just want win it. I just question God when I will win it, be free from it. I used my body to do sins. Maybe its rebellion because it happened so many times, it a desire, to have someone. I lied too, didnt obey God. I want to confesse it again. My thoughts sometimes is just about sex, I remind the girls that I had, even talk with if I tryed hoping she can send some pciture, we talk a little about sex. Also i was indiferent with my ex girlfriend. This days come some thoughts about suicide, I live alone , freinds almost no one, its hurts, i want to have friends go hang out, have a girlfriend, a wife, one familly. I love music and play for God, he said sometimes I will be musicion, but looks like i cant do it, I have some money but, when this money over, I cant work, I not able to work with my visa student, the same time if I back to my country what i gonna do there, music there i cant see any future true it. I dont want my parents send me money, they work a lot, the did a lof of for me before, I want help they no the oppositte. I dont say no to Jesus again. I dont want still dishonoring him. I want to be closer to him and make his will. My big dreams, are be musician and have a wife. But sometimes looks like i cant wait for it, or made it, my coleges here and friends are in relantionship or have kids. I want to have it too, Be sucefull in my life. For years I desire it. Because I dont have it, comes days that i stayed sad, angry, depression…. So its too long, I want to confesse and recgonize my sins, fails, feelings, and transgressions.
Today one more time after confesse sins these days, prayed for about one hours, I failed again, and masturbated 2 times, I want stop but sometimes the desire its bigger than me. I want to confesse the sins that I did, watch porn movies, tought myself, bad thoughts, didnt take care about my body, sin against my body, rebellion against God, disobey and dishonored to God. I just want stop with it. dont do it anymore. I lied to some people.
So today was kind hard day, one more time i failed in the same mistakes, lies, masturbation, porn movies, feeling sad and alone, rebellion, dishonor, disobey against God. I planed to do bad things. I am wrong. I am confessing and ask forgiveness to God.
Just want to my confession, I made virtual sex with my ex girlfriend, I didnt want to talk with her today by video, but we saw each other and I gave the first step and it happens, but during it, I saw was more my body want that desire about her. She did it because she still like me, but for myself was just my body wanting some sex, so I feel I was using her and manipulate. So its was really bad and I am sad. I dishonored her, its a sin. Like made God sad, her too, its was bad. I was wrong, I made her tought herself, rebellion, I disobeyed God. I used My body to make sins. I lied to her.
I stayed almost all last night and part of this day playing violence, diabolic game. I want to confesse it. I want to honor God, i didnt it, also i disobey and was rebel with him. I was wrong. I Recgonize it.
I am still struggling with porn and masturbation and could stay far form it just for few days. So confesse its the best way to be free, today I did it. I lied to couple people, used my body to made sins and also didnt go work. I just want to stop with my bad acts and have a normal life, close to god, because it was dishonor, rebellion to him, also disobedience to God. I recgonize and confesse it. Also played a violence games.
Today I stayed all day playing violence games, even, today I went a little bit far, I dont want to do anymore, so i want to be free, i want my mind free. So I did a sin, bad thoughts also and lied too. please guys prayer for me. I want to stop with it. I confesse and recgonize its was wrong. I kinda unquiet know, gosh today I played a lot of it.
Thanks to all for sharing your confessions lately. My suggestion is to remove your computer from as easy access. The computer seems to be a big temptation. Make it easier on yourself by getting rid of the computer. Or move the computer into a public area that others would easily see ehat you are doing. Might help. I’ll be praying for you.
Just to complement about the games, I was spend time with the Lord, and he starts to show me somethings behind of that game, in some part of the game, you do some bewitchment and witchcraft, I knew was a diabolic game, but never per attention on that, so when you start do it the games, on spiritual world its like you doing that, for real, I dont want to have anything between God and me, So I ask forgiveness to god about witchcraft and bewitchment, it was have some effect to my body and mind. It was rebellion. just to complementary my confession above.
Hi, I reduced my age in my passport, and changed the date of birth in my birth certificate to the reduced age, I applied for a student visa to USA of which I was denied, I wasn’t born again then. Now I’m born again, and my Sister now in USA has invited me to USA with the same reduced age( because she used the reduced age I gave her when filling her application indicating that I’m her relative). I truly want to change my fake age on my passport, to my real age but I’ve been advised to wait till I’ve entered USA as altering the age before entry could hinder my application and possibly the ban me from future entry. What do I do, I want to serve God both in my spirit, soul and bodyp
Liza, first…thanks for your confession. That is a good first step….and a necessary step. Now you ask… “what do I do?” I hate to say it, but this is really simple. You want to do the right thing…yet your desire to do what you want and have what you want…is conflicting with what you know is right. The short answer is to do the right thing…and accept the consequences good or bad. Instead, you are just continuing to live a lie….and possibly benefit from that lie. If you continue on your current path, you will just be digging a bigger and bigger hole, that will be harder and harder to climb out of. So, put aside the idea of visiting the USA for the time being. Get your passport and birth certificate fixed to have your correct birthdate. Then, restart the process of trying to visit the USA with a clear conscience.
A few days ago I did some mistakes and I want to confesse, the mistakes were, watch porn, masturbation, lies, violence games, i am fighting against it for years and years. this time I stayed far from it for about ten days, but I failed one more time. Also I am having some feelings like fear, angry, dont care for some people, some disturbes in my body and mind. I know its was rebbelion and disobedience to god, and user my body to make sins. Also I’,’m having a stranger feeling like someone will die, honestly its almost two days having this feeling, I prayed about, but it still, Honestly I dont know what to do. I had really bad thoughts and some bad conversations. I confesse and recgonize it was wrong. Sometimes its hard to trust in God. I just want to feel peace again.
I couldnt win the porn and masturbation yet. Today I had failed again. So its was wrong. I confesse my sins. It was desobedience, rebelion, dishonor against my body and god a. I had bad thougths, lied and used my body to do bad things.
I just masturbated in front of my web cam while two women who are not my wife watched me. I don’t even know why I did it. I do know it was lustful, adulterous, and bad sin. Fellow Christians, I confess to you. Please pray that I be healed of this sin, and be stronger by the Spirit to kill it and resist – and Lord, forgive me. I’d done really well for a month, but that just went out the window. I hate my own sin. I really do. 🙁
I was trying to do it again. The Lord answered my prayer because I wasn’t able to do it. It’s still sin, and I confess it to you. I want to stop!
And then I did it. This is awful. I confess my sin again. I masturbated on webcam for a woman who wasn’t my wife. I hate my sin, and I’m beginning to hate myself. Lord forgive me. Lord help me. Other Christians here – please pray for me. I want the Lord to help me overcome this really soul-killing sin. 🙁
Two days with victory – finding the way of escape – killing sin by the Spirit – grateful ro the Lord – wary of thinking I stand lest I fall.
I am having problem with porn again. I just masturbated and wacth porn videos. Some days its hard be without it. My body ask for sex, but I am not married yet, i cant have sex… it ws wrong. Its was desobedience and dishonor to God. Also I used my body to made thoose sins. I want stop with it but couldnt win yet. I confesse my sins, bad thoughts and rebelion.
I did it again. Today two times, the same things porn videos and masturbatation. I want stop with it, but when I be alone, I dont know my body ask for it. I failed with myself and the Lord. I want to confesse it again. I confesse my bad thoughts, desobediece, rebellion, sins agianst myself and dishonor.
I am a committed Christian, but wish to confess a couple of sins I did in the past. I used to visit prostitutes when I was in college and also after marriage, whenever I was away from my wife. Another sin I was involved with since my teenage was masturbation and pornography. I have since stopped doing any of these for several years , but the guilt keeps on coming back and I feel that I need to confess it in a public forum which for the time being is online. May the Lord forgive me and remove the guilt feeling once and for all.
So the last week I really messy up. Never I did some many things wrong on few days, I think. I gonna say everyone. Lies, People manipulation, virtual sex, porn videos, masturbated many times, bad conversations, bad thougths, miss respect with poeple, myself and God, dishonor against God, myself and the poeple that I manipulted and lied. Desobedience, rebellion against God. I didnt take care about my body these days. I ignored my ex girlfriend. I felt alone the last days, I miss someone beside me, I want to have a familly and a wife. I know marrige isnt just sex, but I think it can help me, cuz my body really ask for sex, its kinda a refuge to me. I feel alone, than comes the ideas about sex. Also I made God sad when I did those things. Sometimes its makes me sad, be alone and make a lot mistakes and bad things. I misssed a omprimisse too, I confesse and admit all these sins. Please pray for me, because I want stop with the addiction on porn. I want to have a good life with God.
I just want share and confesse some feelings and acts that I did and some time ask for forgiveness to God, desire to cry, loser feelings, suicide thougths, melancoly, feel alone, jealous, guiltyness, inferiority, resentment, frustration,murmuring, fear, depression, shyness, anxiety, worries, confusion, thoughts about be sick, opression, listen voices in my head, forgetfulness, irritation, waste, death thoughts , malice, gossip, Superstitions, bad words, lost money, finacial problem, lost my energy sometimes. bad feelings, unfaith, proud, greed, Premonition, download ilegais, railing. numbness in party of my body, problem in my stomach and leaver, Alteration of my vision, headsick, sometimes looks like i cant breath very well, fights like arguments, low blood pressure, pain in my back and my neck so this feelings and acts i want to share, put outside and confesse those things.
Just when I thought I’d been able to resist sin, I did it again. I confess to you so that I can be healed and have fellowship with the Father and with Christians. I found a woman to watch me masturbate on my cam, and I did it while watching porn. I would ditch my computer or put software on it, but the added horrible to all of this is that I do it at work, and I can’t ditch the computer and I can’t put software on it. It’s so risky as well as being so sinful. I hate my sin. I hate my sin. I hate my sin. And sometimes I hate myself. Please pray for me.
I confess. I looked at porn, and masturbated in front of a webcam for women not my wife. How wearying my sin is. I hate it.
I confess my sin to you, my fellow Christians. I fear. I need to stop this. I once again looked at porn, found a woman in a chat room to watch me masturbate on my webcam, and I masturbated to orgasm. I just read John Owen’s The Mortification of Sin in Believers. The fact that I keep doing the same thing over and over and over again is chipping at my confidence in my salvation because I’m not bearing the fruit of a new heart. Please pray for me that God will create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me. Pray that I rely on the Spirit’s power to kill sin in my flesh and not keep going back to the flesh, that I be able to take up my cross and follow Jesus. Tomorrow is a new month; I want that to be a new day for me. My hope is that I don’t have this same sin to confess ever again.
You have posted many times…so I know you are exhausted and frustrated by this sin cycle. I would like to help you. Confession is the first step…but now we need to work on overcoming the sin. With God’s help…you can do this. 1) we have a discipleship program that can help. I can pair you with a christian mentor to help walk with you through this. Use our Contact Us page to send us your request to be in the program. 2) on a personal/practical level, you need to go to war with your sin. Jesus said if your eye causes you to sin, poke it out. That’s a metaphor, but the concept is do whatever you have to do to avoid the sin. Here is what I recommend. It is ALL doable…just take a commitment on your part. a) destroy the webcam on your computer. If you can’t physically break it, use a black permanent marker or black paint to prevent it from capturing any images, then cover it with tape. b) install covenant eyes on your computer. (https://covenanteyes.com/signup/). This will help block porn sites and can help keep you honest. c) WHERE do you normally do this? bedroom, office, other? Put your computer permanently in a more public place where you can’t do the behavior in secret. d) WHEN do you normally do this? If it’s at night after your wife has gone to bed, Give HER the laptop before she goes to bed. Have her lock it up where only she has the key. e) admit to your wife that you have a pornography addiction and need help. It will hurt, but you NEED your wife on your team to help you through this. …don’t make any excuses for the above. Just do all of it. now. f) make an appointment with your doctor. Ask them to prescribe some medicine that could reduce your erections or lower your sex drive. Explain why this is necessary. I believe you mentioned you occasionally do this at work. You mentioned that you can’t install any software on your work computer. Again, this is just an excuse. Same thing… a) cover the cam with tape. b) talk with someone in HR. talk with your boss…explain you have a problem and you are working very hard to remedy it. Ask if the IT person can install covenant eyes on your work computer. This can be embarrassing for sure..but would you rather live in this sin or be a little embarrassed? Ask for their help…they should be happy to accommodate you. c) Ask to change your office and/or computer location to a more public spot…where this behavior would NOT be possible. So, when I say you have to go to war against this sin…I mean it.. Treat it like a mortal enemy…not like a friend. Do EVERYTHING you must to eliminate it. Also, after you have done everything above, whenever you are tempted, open up your bible instead and start reading. A mental exercise for you: God is everywhere, all the time. He can see you doing everything you are doing. Sometimes, we forget this fact. When you are tempted, remember, God is sitting right next to you. Would you do this behavior with God sitting right next to you watching? Now understand and acknowledge that THIS is the truth…he is right there, right now, next to you the entire time. Look at him, stop the behavior, and open up the Bible. Keep us posted.
I did an exam in 2015,and in the examination hall I asked for some answers from my mate.I did a planning exam and our supervisor said we can use our textbook,although I checked it but I did not write what was in the textbook i wrote what I already knew . I used have used that result .In 2017 I wrote a practical exam and we were grouped,in the process I incidentally saw the table of a colleague, I felt guilty and I asked her to show me how she drew her table, although I had drawn mine but there is one of the table I haven’t drawn,she told me. I didn’t write what she told me at first but when the teacher in charge of the subject was telling one of the student that she can’t plot her graph without converting it to standard form that was when i drew my last table because in practical exam the teacher in charge of the subject is to guide the student. The graph and the second question I did it by myself without asking anyone. I have asked for forgiveness from the Lord but the guilt still kept coming. I don’t know what to do.
Watched porn and masturbated.God please forgive me.
I have been struggling with porn and masturbation also fellow Christians… I have also tried to fight it and stop to some limited success. But I am posting here today because I fell into it again today (after some time…). I apologize to God, to Jesus, and confess to you… No I am not married nor have been… and if there is one prayer request I make is that I will get married soon. But my struggle with the sins of pornography and masturbation is not for after I get married… I know we have to rely on God to help us break these sins, but also I have been trying. And I have been keeping a log of when I do commit these sins… and I can see that the periods of freedom when I have done masturbation or pornography in particular have increased steadily… almost doubling each time. Today I have set up a goal not to commit pornography for 1 year… (not that I am permitting myself to fall into it after the year… but as a goal). I am not sure I can commit to the same for masturbation but I am trying to avoid that sin as well. Also I feel it helps to keep positive mental attitude… that I can stop that I will not commit pornography.
When I was in eighth grade, I got a phone. I knew about how dangerous pornography was, but my mother would act like it was only a problem for boys, so I wasn’t cautious. One day I stumbled upon a pornographic add and quickly shut it off. It was an accident, but I remember feeling so bad about it. I couldn’t get it out of my head, and eventually curiosity got the best of me. It became this awful, ugly problem. I felt especially ashamed because I am a girl, and that is something that people seem to understand a lot less. I have had problems with masturbating and pornography, and I have tried many times to stop. Sometimes I have been as successful as to go about 10 months, but I’ve always relapsed, and I’ve just relapsed again. This is such a hard thing to work out, but I know that I can do all things through Christ. I’ve just graduated high school, and I just want to enter the next part of my life without this, I want to climb this mountain once and for all. I read recently that it is important to not be ashamed, because shame leads to relapse, and it’s important to confess. I’m working on accepting this part of my life, even while leaving it, and remembering that it will make me stronger in the end, and that I can be so much more than what I think I am through Christ. I appreciate if anyone has made it through this long message and has any words of advice, comfort, or encouragement. Here’s to not giving up! God bless you all.
Emily, it doesn’t take much for pornography to drag someone in. You are not alone. Many people, men AND women struggle with it. My encouragement to you is to continue seaking after God. When you are tempted, pursue God instead…prayer, reading your Bible, getting together with friends who can support you and keep you accountable. Remember, God does not expect perfection. If you fail, the important thing to remember is that God has already forgiven you. His grace and mercy are bigger than our temptations and sins. God Bless.
I confess I watched porn.
I confess to watching hours of pornos.
I confess God. I watched porno and masturbated. Forgive please.
My name is ida,i think my case is more than everybody cases. since when i was a kid till now that am in my 20s have been struggling with this word restitution,my christian life have been like a pendulum bulb moving to & fro from sin to God,i was brought up in a christian family but i was not change by the name,i do steal,cheat,masturbate,lie,etc. All the result have ever gotten from high school was through cheating and bribing even till my university level,the certificate i got from my university level i got it with money,i never merit for what im using now,even my date of birth i reduces it..during my university level i never paid for any school fees neither the surcharge till i graduated with my frauded certificate,sir currently im very very confuse how will i go about, the company am working now wont take it lightly with me even the school management..i need serious advice and encouragement..
Thanks for your confession. It takes a lot of strength to confess what you’ve done in the past…so thank you. Now, you are asking for advice and encouragement. I have a few questions for you: 1) Do you really want to change your life? (are you willing to do the hard work to make significant character changes in your life) 2) What would it mean to you to make those changes…and not just live in an honorable way, but in a way that truly honor’s God? 3) Is there anything that is MORE important that might try to hold you back from making those changes? 4) Are you willing to put those aside and live for God instead of yourself? If you are…My advice is to get a Christian mentor to work with you on this stuff. I encourage you to request a Christian Mentor to work with you one on one. Here is the signup page: https://changingthefaceofchristianity.com/discipleship/be-a-mentee-disciple/ You need to stop thinking about the past sins…and live for God in the now and future moments…every decision you make, every decision that tests your character, live in the light …and let God direct it.
Im willingly reading
I have committed so many sins. Watching porn is the more recent one that only came about these past few months. I tried removing myself from twitter but then needed to come back so that I could tweet to customer support for things, and it just came back like that. I have managed to stop a couple of times but always relapse, more recently relapsing yesterday after a few weeks. I feel so bad about it while watching it as I think about God but just can’t stop it, and willingly defy him. I’ve been self-harming for 5 years, the most recent being a month ago. I can’t stop and the only way I have been stopped is my mum taking my harming objects off me (which lead to the point of me using pen lids). I have attempted suicide several times. I know God will see me through it but I feel like there is no end to this pain. I used to go to Church when I was first a Christian, but then all sorts of things came along and I slowly stopped going, and secretly I suppose it was lack of effort on my behalf. And now I don’t see myself going again any time soon. I don’t read the Bible anymore. I used to sometimes. I don’t know why I don’t. I swear regularly online. Very rarely in person, but that I feel is because I’m quite a quiet and mute person. I don’t respect my parents. My mother is narcissistic and I rarely see/talk to my father. Never being able to gain the approval of my mother and never being able to have a father-daughter relationship like all my friends have, have taken a toll on my respect for them. I am close to neither parent, but am reliant on my mother because I am not independent enough. She looks after me physically, but not mentally. I didn’t become a Christian until just before I turned 15. We had just lost my Godmother to suicide and during the struggle with grief, I turned to God. Now that the grief is lesser, I feel like I’m turning away from God more and I feel so ashamed. I feel ashamed by my sins and actions, but just can’t stop.
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Blew it.
Blew it again. Watched people on Periscope. Masturbated.
I lied to my wife when I told her I hadn’t looked at porn or masturbated.
God forgive my lying please.
I watched Periscope again and some some women who didn’t have all their clothes on, some doing things that aren’t holy.
In shame I confess I watched sexual activity on Periscope and wasted hours doing it. God help me. Jesus rescue me.
Confess I watched hours of porn. Forgive me Jesus. Help me Jesus.
I confess before going to sleep last night I watched pornography. Please forgive and change me Jesus.
Looked at porn and lied about it.
I confess. I saw porno. I masturbated. It’s pathetic. God help me.
Confess porn and jackin
God I hate my sin. Go days/weeks/months without porn and masturbation then walk straight into a trap with all the alarms sounding. Then I lie about it. Pathetic. Please pray for me.
I’ve been struggling with masturbation and pornography since I was about 10 years old. I am in college now and still am going through these transgressions. I have prayed to God many times to please forgive me but I keep going back to it over and over again. I realize now that in order for me to get better I need to confess my sins and transgressions not only to God but also to other people and seek out help because if I stay isolated, I’m more prone to go back to those same sins. Nobody was ever created to walk alone in life. I seriously want to follow God and serve Him to the very best of my ability and I am forever thankful for Jesus’ sacrifice on the cross. Now, I pray that God will help me find the right people who will help me out of my sexual perversions, and live a life pleasing and satisfying for God.
I need forgiveness. For years I have struggled with lust with my eyes and masturbation and what I search on the Internet. I have been unable to stop after asking for forgiveness over and over again. I have always been afraid of telling a brother in christ about this but I feel this is a good step.
I need prayer
I have been trying to stop an addiction but i have been falling back into masturbation for some time now. I started this about 7 years ago now I am 17. I know it is wrong and i am really desperate to stop this filthy habit. I have prayed, fasted , read the bible. it stops for a few days and then all over again. I feel ashamed and always wonder if God is not tired of forgiving me over the same sin considering the fact that i can try harder.
Richard thank you for your confession I am 66 years old and you remind me of myself when I was your age except I happened to stumble upon some old books in my grandparents garage that said “If a person masturbates they will go blind and get shifty eyes it was some old jahovas witness literature and of course it was lies but it drove me into a terrible depression and ruined much of my teenage years. The question is wear do you go to release all those hormones. Remember those hormones are God given they are ment to attract us to the opposite sex for ENJOYMENT and reproduction within the holy bonds of marriage. I have been married for 32 years and I write ENJOYMENT in capitals because each time I am with my wife is a little like going to heaven and coming back, when you are in love it never gets old it just gets better with age. But that’s for then what about now.I will tell you the same thing I told my three boys that have grone up are married happy and well adjusted. If you find you must do it, try not to think the thoughts in your head the sin is looking at pornograghy or thinking the thoughts that condemn us. It’s so easy today to get addicted to pornograghy it’s so easy to find, in this way the Internet has brought to us such evil. Also I know like all of us normal guys the founder of focus on the family struggled with this too. He has wrote some articles find them and know you are not alone every normal guy struggles with this same thing. Look up focus on the family.
I have a lot to confess, its more than this blank space can hold. I am actually putting it on wordpress at this address; dyingtoself81.wordpress.com please pray for me
I chatted at an erotic site and masturbated on a cam while two women watched. I confess it and repent. I’m so ashamed. Help me Jesus. Pray for me please.
I haven’t looked at pornography or done anything sexually immoral in months. The past two days I went to an erotic chat site, found women to do voice and cam chat with, and basically was sexually immoral. I just changed all the passwords so I won’t know how to get back in, and deeply want to get back into the light. So, here I confess this shameful sin, ask for your prayers and the help of the Holy Spirit.
I need to confess. Christians pray for me please. I was first introduced to porn at about 8 years old at a friend’s house. It’s been a lifelong struggle. I had a long stretch recently without it and that felt really good, but the last week I looked at it again. I masturbated three or four times. Confessing isn’t enough but I need to confess to you fellow Christians. God please forgive me. God please help me. Please me God! I don’t want to do this any more.
God please help me. I pleasured myself.
I just read James 15:16 – Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. I want to confess sin to you. I’m married but i fapped and a woman watched and heard me over a webcam. Please pray for me so I can be healed of sexual sin. I don’t want to do this again. Help me God. Please.
There truly is power in confession. “Confess ye your faults one to another, so that ye may be healed”. James 5:16. Three days ago, I hurt someone who I swore I would always protect and love. I have received forgiveness from the Lord, but really am having issues forgiving myself. I have ministered for 40 years now, and what I have hated others doing, I found myself doing. What is worse: hurting someone of the hurt you inflict upon yourself when you do so? What will I say to this person in the Kingdom? How can I look up again? Sin is such an ugly thing. It imprisons us. Confession heals, so I want the world to know that I have failed. Who can deliver me from this mess my arrogance has created? Jesus is the only hope we have, saints. Keep up the fight, and lets agree to pray for one another. I need all of you, even though I may never meet any of you this side of the river. Lets agree to pray for one another, and confess, so that we are indeed healed. Kenneth Orford
Anen brother! Forgiving oneself is often the hardest thing to do. But Jesus didn’t die for you so you would continue to beat yourself up with guilt and shame. Be freed! You are forgiven my friend.
As You my God speak, my hundred billion failures disappear…If You left the grave behind You, so will I… You’re the One Who never left me behind..” wow, just wow!!!!!! Thank You Jesus. Be encouraged everyone. Kenneth Orford
Psalm 41:4 New King James Version (NKJV) 4 I said, “Lord, be merciful to me; Heal my soul, for I have sinned against You.” Let is always be said, the word of Yeshua has power and healing. God is still in the miracle making business. Be of God heart saints. Kenneth Orford
These last few posts are beautiful and encouraging. Thank you. It would be an honor to pray for each other. I fell again sexually today – porn and masturbation. Here I confess to my brothers, as I do to Jesus. Holy Spirit, please turn the ship of my will. By the Spirit help me to put to death the deeds of the body.
I confess my sin. I watched porn videos, and masturbated. My sin disgusts me.
I confess-I masturbated. I sinned. I confess to you my brothers. I confess to God. God please forgive me. God please give me strength to not do that again. I repent. Lead me not into temptation. Deliver me from evil. Please.
I confess. I sinned. Jesus bought me and I sinned against him. I confess I looked at porn. I confess I masturbated while a woman watched me on my webcam. I see other guys with the same sin but that doesn’t help. God help me. Cleanse me. Strengthen me. Heal me. I repent. Help me Jesus. Please.
Help me Jesus. I confess I chatted online and fapped in front of a cam. Please forgive me. Please pray for me. Please forgive me and help me stop.
I confess. I masturbated. God forgive me please. Help me stop.
I have struggles, porn, masturbating, complaining to God about things that are easy, I’ve become lazy, and self centered. I hope God can forgive me.
I confess i am self centered alot .i get jealous of others happiness. I really need help Lord im sorry that i want human love and loyalty so bad i kinda idolize it i think i do your love is more awesome.i feel ashamed and pray natural love come my way .i feel thankful whatever im balance i have help me heal from it…i hurt that i have serious mental issues and am reminded daily .sick of same old circle recycled over and over.Thank you Lord..
Chenoa, know that you are not alone. We are with you and God is with you. Praying for you.
Confess to each other? OK I confess. I’m prideful. I’m self centered. I watched porn today. I had cam sex. It’s all really bad sin. I confess to all of you. I hate the sin. I’m not really keen on myself either. Jesus forgive me. Help me to really turn. Give me real strength. Please.
I pleasured myself in front of a cam while a woman watched me. I’m so ashamed. I confess it. I pray help me really repent. Cleanse me. Help me be holy please. Jesus help me stop. Please help me.
I saw some porn. Didn’t fap but wanted to. Help me Jesus.
I masturbated.
Haven’t done it since this post. Help me Jesus to live holy.
Watched porn. Masturbated. I confess sin. Jesus help me. Forgive me. Help me bear fruit of repentance.
i feel so bad that after being sexually assaulted, based and my dad losing his job I broke my rosary in to bits and felt it was evil bringing bad luck on me. they were given to me and I felt the person who gave them to me, was using them as a curse over me so I destroyed them. I feel bad I did that. I should have trusted. they were blessed in holy water but I was so hurt and angry at jesus and god as a teenager of 15 I broke them into pieces. please forgive me god.
Clemis, I understand the guilt you feel about the rosary, but remember it is just a man-made object. It isn’t God. It might have been blessed with holy water, but a true rosary is you and your relationship with Jesus Christ. I’m am saddened that you were sexually assaulted. That is something no one should suffer in this life. But bad people are out there. But God can heal you and use that experience to help others who have also gone through that pain. God bless you.
I went over 2 1/2 months without looking at porn, chatting, or fapping. I just blew it big time. I confess my sin to you brothers in Christ – sexual sin. Lord Jesus please forgive and strengthen me and heal me.
Again. Lord please forgive me and strengthen me.
And again. I was in a chat room…and fapped on my web cam. I confess that sin to God and to you my fellow believers. I need to take some cut off my hand gouge out my eyes measures and feed my love and obedience. Please pray for me.
Crap. I just did it again. God help me.
I can see I am not the only one who struggles with this. I found a woman in a chat room amd mbtd on my webcam for her. I sinned. I don’t like that sin. Jesus help me. People pls pray for me.
Good morning to all: I am a pastor. I have been one for over 40 years. I am embarrassed to say that. First off, let me begin by asking forgiveness from the gay and lesbian communities. My sin has been my silence! I have been silent against the medieval treatment we as a body dedicated to Christ and His mercy and love, has shown these and many other peoples in the world. The abused, the isolated and disenfranchised. I am appalled at my behavior and my inactions. I aslo must say this dear reader, that many of those whos eyes are looking at this, have treated pastors just as wickedly and just as poorly as the isolated and disenfranchised. When we sin, where do we turn? When we are alone, whom do we talk with. When we are sad, who reaches out? I am beside myself today because of my inability to reach the hearts of the many who can make a difference. In December 2017, I met a young man through email. He was alone and depressed. I contacted him by telephone and grew to learn he was in very dire straits. My wife and I reached out to this man, sent him cash, found him a job, and spent countless hours talking with him, telling him of Christs love, mercy and his extension, the church here on earth. Bye and bye he seemed to be doing well. I even flew to see him and spent time buying im cloths, and feeding him. Then one day he called saying he was depressed again, needing food, shelter, and all. This time I couldn’t help him. I talked with him for days, going round and round. Finally he said ,”ken, I am gonna kill myself and I will not be a problem to anyone any longer”. I felt I couldn’t say much to him after that remark. Finally I got a phone call from the morgue. My number was in his pocket, and no one had come to claim his remains. Since then I have been destroyed, and now sit on the curb of life wondering how I can go on. Concluding: please saints and believers, pray for pastors. They are resigning form ministry at a rate of 1200 per month in the USA. Help us, okay? Rev. Kenneth Orford Canada
Kenneth, God’s good and faithful servant…you are loved by Him! You were a good neighbor to this man. And ultimately, remember, God knew this was going to happen to him. It was eternally out of your hands, despite the wonderful effort you made on his behalf. You gave a crap about this one lost soul, and that is more than 99.9% of the population can say about their love for a non family member. So take heart that you are in God’s grace.
What a heart-wrenching story. Thank God for faithful pastors like you. I pray for my own pastors at least daily but don’t think to pray more broadly for pastors. Thank you for the admonition.
I confess I looked at porn and started to masturbate.
James 5:16 says we should confess our sins to each other and pray for each other. I sinned badly, and it’s been a pattern. I looked at pornography online, went to a chat room online, found a woman there who’s not my wife, turned on my web cam, and masturbated while she watched. I’m so ashamed. I’ve done this before. I know it’s sin, and I confess it to God, but I also confess to you. Please please pray for me that I can be healed of this sin and its toxic effects. Please. God help me. I want to be holy.
God has set you free, my brother. There is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus. None….notta….zilch….period. Hold your head high.
Thanks. And intellectually I know that. But I just did the whole pattern again. I’m so ashamed.
Good afternoon: Intellect has little or nothing to do with faith. No man can think himself to God. But do remember what God word say: Gods word which can not lie…CAN NOT LIE…… the accuser of the brethren is trying to mess with your mind. And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our Brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. You are set free. No more shame. No guilt. But here is a small matter I learned many years ago….”Forgiveness of God demands a change” Lean into God for forgiveness and change will be brought about by the power of the Holy Ghost. Im proud of you brother for your continued dwelling in Him. Ken Orford
Thank you Ken. I need to be more aggressive to do exactly what you said. The consequences are potentially way too great if I don’t.
I’ll thank God for each clean day. Two days and counting.
Four days and counting. Thank you Lord.
We can do it. Be encouraged be strong in Him. Let Him carry the weight! Lean on Him . I have faith in you. Jesus has faith in you. Have faith in yourself !!!! Amen
Excellent my brother. Years ago I had an issue with my temper. I finally got a calendar out and drew an “X” through each successful day. When an “O” appeared, I prayed and fasted, beginning the next day looking for the “X”. I wish I could tell you that I don’t have some days where i digress. But maybe as few as once a year. Still not perfect but God ain’t done with me yet! Praise His name forever, his love endures forever. Ken
Thanks Ken! 7 days and counting! I trust the Lord is faithful.
25 days! Lord please help me to be faithful!
Yes Lord! You are our strength and you will endure. Yiurnlkve endures forever. Head up saint and walk in victory in Jesus name. Amen
Still counting. Still relying on the grace of God and the strength of the Spirit. Still grateful.
Outstanding saint!! Join the party in heaven by raising Him from the highest mountain top or the lowest valley. He rejoices with you, and angels dance in your victory. Ken
…..and then just short of two months, i did it again. That’s discouraging. Lord, I confess vile sin, I repent, and I ask you to renew a fighting attitude and empower me to kill sin by the Spirit.
The word of God says that “the lord has forgiven us our sins and transgressions Nd cas then As far as the east is from the west. So saint suffice it to say he aintmwprriednormckncerned about our past but He adores the saint who holds on to the now, for a better tomorrow. Lov as always saints. Kenneth Orford
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I confess – I looked at and listened to porn.
And I masturbated bad sin. Please forgive me God
I got confess n repent. I watched porn. Forgive me Lord.
I’ve had a really bad day. I’ve spent most of the day on an erotic chat site chatting. I’ve watched some porn. I know it’s sin and I feel terrible about it. I confessed to God. I think I need to confess it here too. God please forgive me. Please help me. I don’t want to do that any more.
I feel like a broken record. God please give me both the desire and the strength to fight and defeat temptation. Today I watched some porn, and chatted with a woman and masturbated while she watched me on my cam. It’s vile. It’s sin. I confess the darkness of my heart and ask, God please help me to truly repent. Please pray for me. Again.
I did this again, minus the porn. I need a guy in my church who can hold me accountable but I haven’t found any one who can help me in confidence. For some reason so many guys like to run their mouths once they learn something about another guy. So I confess to you my brothers that I sinned. Vile sexual sin. I repent – God please help me to kill the sin that remains in my flesh. Give me that eye gouging, hand cutting Spirit-empowered sword of the Spirit wielding prayerful desire to kill the sin that remains in my flesh. Please. Brothers please pray that I be able to do that, and not just for a season, but until I go home to Jesus. Please also pray that a guy who is trustworthy, able to keep confidences, and truly spiritual be able and willing to come alongside me and help me and hold me accountable. Thank you.
Pornography and masturbation. Confessed. God set me free please. Help!!
Again. Confess.
I want to thank the Lord for stopping me from some sexual sin.
Hello saint: I think we can help set up accountability. Contact Brad at this web site and mention Ken to him. Let him take it from there. Ill step up because I know precisely what you speak of. Ken Orford
Thank you Ken. That’s kind of you. Should I call the number under the “About Us” tab? Maybe next week? I only seem to come here when I fall, so I just saw this. I didn’t look at porn, but I sinned nonetheless, and confess. Lord help me.
Hello: Brad reads all these postings, so try and contact him through this blog. If no success, then somehow we will communicate. Ill contact Brad. ken
I submitted an email through the online form provided.
No reply.
Here’s another reply, Ken. This time I left an email address. Not sure how we connect if this attempt fails, too.
porno and j/o. i confess sin.
Agn porno j/o. i confess sin. God help me.
I hate sinning. I hate my own sin.
i’m an imbecile.
It has been for year I’ve been trying to win porn, today i made a bad reasearch on youtube and end up seen two girls kissing. I want to be setted free from this. But I keep falling on it.
my sex sin makes me sick to stomach. Jesus help me stop.
I was sexually active with my first girlfriend 8.5 year prior. It took the death of a friend my age to shake me enough into repentance and breaking off that unholy relationship. Over the next 8 years I thought I was leaving my sexual activity behind me until I was married to my wife, and was very much so while dating various girls. A half year ago my newest girlfriend and I were falling deeply in love. We starting things off right, no sexual contact and building our emotional and spiritual connection without any pressure to dive into the physical aspects that most of our culture makes relationships about. She is a very active believer serving in many areas of her church. She is also a very curious person and also a virgin, so eventually after a period of spiritual weakness (Lack of personal commitment prayerfully and scripturally in my life), I allowed her to touch me in intimate places. Over the next few months this lead to further exploration to the point where it was starting to spiral out of control and basically doing everything that was not technically sexual penetration. We were trying to get away with acting on our lust while still being able to claim we were saving sex for marriage. This entire time I would feel convicted as things were getting heated but too weak and lustful to act upon this prompting. Then God came knocking at my door with a wake up call. Boom. Conviction that I cannot ignore, guilt, shame…. Especially in the aspect that I was ignoring the clear warnings from God to stop and steer clear. This is all healthy as it will lead to repentance, so that we can truly live in forgiveness. We both have renewed our commitment to be fully pure, but I fear that I will forget the lessons I’ve learned once again, and ignore the conviction that steers from sinful acts. I earnestly ask for your prayers for not just the two of us, but for the other people who have posted. It is very difficult to honor God with our bodies in this hypersexualized culture, but honoring God is my number one priority. Flee sexual immorality as talked about in 1 Cor 6.
hello Anon: Praise Jesus for His love, that even though you and your lady were on a dangerous path, Jesus acted on your behalf to get you attention. I can preach all day about this but certainly you don’t need me to harp on the benefits of obedience. I am compelled by the spirit to write this one simple thought: 1Thessalonians 5:22 tells us plainly to avoid all appearance of evil. When I was dating my wife of 37 years, we never went anywhere that was not public. WE avoided appearances of evil. No more be said. In the masters hands we go! amen
When I was younger I’ve always had this sensation and desire for touch and sex I’m not sure why or how it came about but I knew it was wrong because I would hide it. Anyways when I was younger me and my boy cousins would play around a lot and one of my cousins felt the same way we were curious from a young age and didn’t know what we were doing. We were touching and kissing knowing it was wrong but didn’t know why it was. I grew up longing for sexual interactions. For a long period of time I hadn’t had any contact with my cousin. But at the age of 10 I moved in with his family because my mum was mentally ill and was abusive. I had wanted to feel the sensation of being touched and so I had touched my cousin and he did the same to me. I knew it was wrong but i continued anyways because it felt good and I had no recognition of repentance until I was 11-12 I had so badly wanted to stop I was ashamed, felt dirty and didn’t deserve to live. I had started this whole cycle again I would pray for forgiveness asking God “please forgive me help me to stop what I’m doing” but it would happen again until I started thinking maybe heaven isn’t for me why would God want someone as dirty as me. I had wanted to end my life. Deciding wether to confess to my Aunty and uncle but I thought it would be better for someone as disgusting as me to just disappear. I didn’t want them to disown me although I would have deserved it. Anyways we slowly stopped. I had stopped wanting sex with him and would cover my whole body with the blankets so he couldn’t get to me. But at times I had let him in because the temptation was to strong. I regret it all I blame myself only because I had started it. I don’t know why someone as dirty and evil as me is alive. I truely want to confess to my Aunty and uncle and apologise for everything I have done. Also my boyfriend who I’ve slept with and love very dearly. We know it’s a sin and want to wait for marriage but sometimes I use it to forget about how truely ugly I am. I also pray to confess to him about my past but don’t know the right timing and also am scared he will leave me although I deserve it too. I hope for forgiveness and pray to have the courage to confess.
Sometimes I enter in relationships website, I know I should not, but I don’t know why I keep on this. I need help to stop. Because I see things that I should not.
I did sex sins. Please forgive me God.
I confess sexual sin. Forgive me please Jesus.
More sex sin
I did sex sins. I confess them. I sinned against Jesus. Forgive me please God help me stop.
i confess masturbating to sexually stimulating youtube videos. There is a willfulness and arrogance that i confess and repent of. I knew it was a sin and i did it anyway. There is an ungratefulness where instead of thanking God for all he’s done for me i want something else…. sexual pleasure. There is a disobedience. There is a self destructive and self loathing part of this too that I confess as sin. I beg for healing and wholeness through the work of Jesus Christ and commit to living pure from this day forward.
i wankered. Sinned. Please forgive me Jesus.
I sexal sin. G-d please forgive me.
masterbation. i sinned
I exposed myself naked
I am a professing Christian since 1978. But, I haven’t grown much. I have been filled with homosexual lust and some activity, at least, since 1973. I have been in the habit of masturbation since 1976. And, now, I have been in the habit, off-and-on, of online pornography since September 2010. And, I have gotten more despairing whenever I sin. There have been stretches of time where I did not sin in these areas. But, I eventually fall back into it again. I want to make JESUS CHRIST (some call Him YAHUSHUA in Hebrew) to be my reason for living and the center of my life. I pray for HIS Mercy and Grace for me. Also for all of you who struggle in these same areas and in others. JESUS CHRIST of Nazareth is worthy to be the center of everything.
I did porno and sex sins with my hand.
Porn and hand sex are sinful and wicked. I just did both.
i watched some porno and stuff. i know its sin God forgive me
I Christian but did web chatting sexy long and wasting time. And saw some porno and lied. I sinned. Confession to you.
I am not sure if this will truly be a confession of my sins, but I want to be free of the curse of pornography, and all that comes with it.I can tell it is destroying my marriage and relationship with God. I have committed adultery on my wife, and I feel that God could never forgive me for all the things i have done. I am confessing all of this now in hopes that God will forgive me.
Lying, deceit, unfaithfulness, uncleanness, sexual sin – it is sin. G-d please forgive me. Yeshua please forgive me. Ruach hako’desh please empower me to overcome and kill sin.
I jerked off and lusted. God help me.
I posted a review of myself online under another name. That’s dishonest. I can’t remove it.
I committed vile sex sin.
I am so unhappy. For over 18 years I have been going in and out of the same thing and honestly it is tiring an exhausting. I remember that so many times I cried and prayed to God that text to stop being addicted to pornography and masturbation both of lied I get or find myself going back to the same thing almost I want to talk and then I give an excuse that is because of my hormones and because I’m about to be on my monthly flow that it happens but yet I still go back to answer forgiveness and I’m following month it happens again. I was exposed to sexual content and porn at a young age of 11. At some point if she won’t let me to even carry out the experiment of what I saw with my sister which show tomorrow I feel dirty but I know that I’ll ask her some mushy about this and I don’t have a lot of things I forget to about it I also don’t remember and I just bought my wedding she asking myself how did I come to that point of doing such a thing was it not innocent thing to know that that was wrong and not commit to be at I keep blaming uncle Sam for bringing the other thing with that house or the first place how long should I give the world also different way you should take responsibility right I did eventually the holy spirit helps me and the two control it stopped at a young age what being an adult now is it safe if I make it four months without a pornography some other times I don’t win against it and then find myself watching one or two three clips did it myself just to get it out of my head I’m tired and exhausted I want you to stop can someone please pray to the father on my be full strength to leave this behind? Sometimes I tell myself if I get marriage this will stop but this is not something I want you coming into a marriage what if it doesn’t stop? The truth is I don’t know and I understand that I’m no longer a slave to fear and I’m a child of God but then again I just feel weak and victim to this thing and then I begin to ask myself do you know remember the things that God has said in his word do you not remember that you can run to the Bible or records what God has done. One thing I actually ran to the Bible you read a scripture from it but the same night I committed the sin c another time I was actually singing praise songs in my head and found myself indulging in that same thing I don’t want this to continue God loves me so much and I know this hanging so indebted to him for this level of love so anytime I do this I feel like I’ll come short of his glory and then do not deserve to take another breath almost like I want to punish myself for doing this wicked act. The other times that I must have strength and I say to myself that Satan’s plan is for me to grow through deep into this evil such that I feel like I’m not worth being alive or what they of God love anymore and then it will result into a depression and then maybe commit suicide then I snap myself out of it and I tell myself greater is he that is in me that he that is in the world but then other times I feel weak I don’t win the battle over my mind god please help me someone please pray with me the fact that I feel this way is an obvious indication that this is wrong and that my love for God is greater than the lord for this iniquity I need you fresh wisdom on how to stop how to stop forever how to stop and win this battle I remember once I had this win I saw an angel God come and unlock me from a box of iron and took me up and we flew up above into the heavens and I shouted and screamed I was free I know it is possible to receive freedom from God for such things will Lord please give me that freedom again I do not delight in the pleasure of coming short of your glory after all what am I who am I?
I pray for you.
I porn and masturbate and do bad things. Jesus forgive me pls. help!
Confession porn exhibit & play self sins. Help Jesus.
I’m unhappy and exhausted with the sin I’ve been commiting, ithink its been yrs, bcoz off the tv programs I’ve been exposed to the young age of 9 there was this young lady from my neibourhood who use to come nd ask me to accompany her because she was alone during the day… she take me to her home nd give me food nd sweets sometimes….After that she would touch me on my private parts asking not to tell anyone or else she….. I also kept quite…this stoped when my mother to other town…. As i grow up I’ve foundJ esus i became a born again christians nd everything was fine, I used to preach at my high school assembly and S.C.O praying non stop feeling the Holyspirit nd God was using me…. At the age of 16yrs while I’m still a born again christian, I would have those thoughts of what happened on the previous yrs nd start to have unusually feelings on my body that i didnt understand, i would start watching ungodly pictures nd if i did not, I would have a headache, evertime i close my eyes I see these videos nd my nody start to,, ooh God help I dont like what I’m doing nd it’s blocking my prayers, i can’t fast, preach or pray anymore, im not able to encourage another person bcoz my sins are infront of me…. Plz help me out on how to get out of this mess nd pray for me… I cant carry on like , I know God nd believe nd I love Him…. plz help me🙏🙏😔😭😭
Again I sin.
I be Christian. I saw porno and sinned with my self. Feling guilty. Help Jesus. I confess sin.
again
Never again!
I confess that I have been thinking unholy thoughts and that I masturbated today. I have had this issue periodically and it always strikes when I am far from the Lord. I will use this as a wake up call to come back to God and become better. God, help me to pray and read scripture when these thoughts occur. I pray to be disciplined and put the work in to finally change. Let this be a turning point in my life. Amen.
I confess that I have been thinking unholy thoughts and that I masturbated today. This always occurs when I am far from the Lord. God, help me to reach towards you with prayer and scripture when these thoughts arrive. Help me to use this to come close to you and create positive change in my life. I ask from the bottom of my heart for forgiveness. Thank you for your everlasting love. Amen.
God, please forgive me for I have sinned. Money is the root of all evil and I have fallen victim to it. I have scammed almost 25 people of their hard-earned money, believing that I deserved every cent of it since I was born in a 3rd world country in which opportunity is almost non-existent. I’m now in guilt. In guilt to the point that I am writing this at 4;30 in the morning, I cannot sleep. Every night I am thinking of all these people that I have scammed, are they eating good? Can they sleep? Can they forgive me? Can they move on? I’m ready to face the consequences of my action, be it through god’s punishment or through the human-laws that we have in this world. But please, lord, guide me, give me strength to move on, give me strength to face all the challenges as the result of my action. I’m sorry.