I am 17 year old male going through so much and wondering if I need restitution. When I was younger I did a lot of sexual touching and other actions many times with my younger female cousin. I know I’ve hurt her & I also hurt myself. I have confessed my sin to God, asking him for forgiveness. But I hear two voices in my head. One is telling me tell my whole family what I did and then I will have a clean conscious. The other one is telling me that God already forgave me and it’s past, forgotten, erased and washed away. I don’t know which one I should trust or if I need to make restitution. It’s driving me crazy with these feelings of guilt. I don’t know exactly what God wants me to do.
Also when I was a lot smaller God brought it up to me when I made my brother touch or kiss a body part that shouldn’t be touched. I really need guidance and help please. What should I do? Should I just let it all go or try to make restitution?
I’m also wrestling with homosexuality and I feel these two sins right here are keeping me from being free.
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